death and rebirth.

[atx_bosstone]

ive finally decided to retire atx_bosstone for good. im going to keep it around just so i can go back and read over this part of my life, but ive reached a point where this journal isnt much use to me anymore. the part of me that kept this journal alive is more or less dead so, as ive done with most other aspects of my life, i must move on and move up from this. i have a new journal. ive changed a lot this summer...i can understand that i have lost friends and aquantances and ive accepted that...im ok with that though because that is life. people come and go and people change and its times like these when you find out who your real friends are. i know now who i really am and im in a place now where i am surrounded by those who know the real me and love and accept me just as i am. so having that lets me let go of those who obviously didnt know or love me as they said they did. ive learned to stop being sorry for who i am. its love me or leave me now and if youre leaving me then fuck you anyway. i dont need or want negativity or drama in my life and it doesnt make a bit of difference to me how much people who bring that my way end up hating me. youre only wasting your energy and time.

if you cant understand me as i am you never will and you will never deserve me in your life.

if you take this entry as an insult then i can almost garuntee you are one of the people i am leaving behind. but if you arent, my new joural is new_as_used. thank you to everyone who made atx_bosstone who i was, and thank you to everyone who understands new_as_used.

good life and good love.
<3 'lissa