"sex me so good i say blah blah blah"
i made the mistake of laying down early last night and i slept the night away. now it is 5:23 in the morning, although ive already been up over an hour, and im wide awake. my sleep schedule is shit. ive got a busy day today...i really dont need to be up this early. i guess the one good thing about sleeping so much is that i seem to have lost a bit of weight somehow. not an incredable amount, but i notice a bit of difference. makes me wish for a coma! :)
my cats are driving me to the brink of insanity! everytime i sit down at the computer, rucife is alllll over me and my computer. id try and write an email and he would climb on the keyboard and somehow deleate all i had written. and id shoo him away and he would just come write back. i had to rewrite my email like 4 times! and then he pounces my shoulder...clawing into my delicate flesh as he climbs all around my shoulder and chest. and then the other one keeps jumping on my legs...and by jump i mean attaching himself to my leg via sharp kitten claws. damn them for being so cute...or else they would be dead.
you know, im kinda tired of being alone. im kinda tired of sitting around this house all day and night watching my mom and her boyfriend be all kissy face while gina is off talking to her boyfriend for hours. it just sucks that i dont have that. that i am the ONLY person in the house without someone. i say that i dont care either way if i have someone or not but really i do. im ready to have someone in my life now. im ready to give my time and energy and love to someone and to get the same back. im ready to have someone to hang out with and do the fluffy couple things with. im ready to have someone to hug and kiss and hold and be all mushy with. someone who makes everything ok just because they are around. someone i can do the same back for. most guys just seem to want to dick me around, which is their loss really because i am a really great person i think and i know i can make someone really happy. i just wish guys would stop dicking me around and give me an honest chance.
blah...ok im done being all woogly. see what being up so early does to me? ill shut up now.
xo.
my cats are driving me to the brink of insanity! everytime i sit down at the computer, rucife is alllll over me and my computer. id try and write an email and he would climb on the keyboard and somehow deleate all i had written. and id shoo him away and he would just come write back. i had to rewrite my email like 4 times! and then he pounces my shoulder...clawing into my delicate flesh as he climbs all around my shoulder and chest. and then the other one keeps jumping on my legs...and by jump i mean attaching himself to my leg via sharp kitten claws. damn them for being so cute...or else they would be dead.
you know, im kinda tired of being alone. im kinda tired of sitting around this house all day and night watching my mom and her boyfriend be all kissy face while gina is off talking to her boyfriend for hours. it just sucks that i dont have that. that i am the ONLY person in the house without someone. i say that i dont care either way if i have someone or not but really i do. im ready to have someone in my life now. im ready to give my time and energy and love to someone and to get the same back. im ready to have someone to hang out with and do the fluffy couple things with. im ready to have someone to hug and kiss and hold and be all mushy with. someone who makes everything ok just because they are around. someone i can do the same back for. most guys just seem to want to dick me around, which is their loss really because i am a really great person i think and i know i can make someone really happy. i just wish guys would stop dicking me around and give me an honest chance.
blah...ok im done being all woogly. see what being up so early does to me? ill shut up now.
xo.