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Loneliness isn't foreign to me, and neither is companionship. Despite these, I'm not sure of what I want. And may never be.
My attraction isn't to gender and it isn't necessarily sexual, either. I'm attracted to like-minds and like-interests. Furthermore, I need someone who's capable of keeping up with me at the rate which I devour media and open to new things and surprises in the same way that I am. I need someone who's passionate about a variety of things. Someone who's capable of surprising me. In a good way. And someone who sees past my bullshit and genuinely cares about me still. This person probably shouldn't live to drink or do drugs, either, because I certainly don't. Someone who's content with silence and eccentricity all the same. Someone who will keep me entertained and who "gets" my sense of humor.
It's not impossible. Just kind of specific. And despite these specifications, I'm still not sure of what I want.
Until I am, I want to stop getting hurt by people that don't understand me and my intentions and to stop hurting people that attempt to.
I want to hide from people for a while.
My attraction isn't to gender and it isn't necessarily sexual, either. I'm attracted to like-minds and like-interests. Furthermore, I need someone who's capable of keeping up with me at the rate which I devour media and open to new things and surprises in the same way that I am. I need someone who's passionate about a variety of things. Someone who's capable of surprising me. In a good way. And someone who sees past my bullshit and genuinely cares about me still. This person probably shouldn't live to drink or do drugs, either, because I certainly don't. Someone who's content with silence and eccentricity all the same. Someone who will keep me entertained and who "gets" my sense of humor.
It's not impossible. Just kind of specific. And despite these specifications, I'm still not sure of what I want.
Until I am, I want to stop getting hurt by people that don't understand me and my intentions and to stop hurting people that attempt to.
I want to hide from people for a while.