QUIT IT QUIT IT QUIT IT QUIT IT!
I'm getting rid of everything in my life that's bringing me down these days. Dining hall is long gone and I don't regret it. Quit DJing the Collins dances because I didn't want to be harassed anymore by idiots. I was asked this evening why I've quit so many things, and all I could say was "because I don't give a fuck anymore." And that's kind of true. Collins can suck it. I'm having fun again. Finally.
New show on WIUX, by the way. It's called Sunday School, and it's on from 10-noon every Sunday starting this Sunday. Eclectic as ever. I have no game plan yet for this first show, but some ideas, all the same. With this show come music committee/music librarian obligations, but I can deal with those. They're still fun to some extent.
I was high tonight in the library and I fucking loved it. I hadn't smoked since December (I don't believe it was only two months without pot-I think she was wrong this evening). I've decided that the library is an ideal place to be high. People don't expect the librarian to talk to them unless it's making some comment about what it is that they've decided to invest a little of their time in. Which I'm full of. And I can sit there and listen to music for hours, or watching shitty movies, with my headphones on. Or just read. It's fantastic. That is why everyone and their mothers want that job. And it's all mine.
I was drunk on Tuesday night, also.
This week has been a shipwreck. And awesome.
Also, awkward, unexpected semi-date on Saturday evening. She's significantly older than me and I have no intention of allowing myself to be pursued by her. All the same, I took her invitation because I was up for an adventure. Defused it quickly, I think. I hope.
New show on WIUX, by the way. It's called Sunday School, and it's on from 10-noon every Sunday starting this Sunday. Eclectic as ever. I have no game plan yet for this first show, but some ideas, all the same. With this show come music committee/music librarian obligations, but I can deal with those. They're still fun to some extent.
I was high tonight in the library and I fucking loved it. I hadn't smoked since December (I don't believe it was only two months without pot-I think she was wrong this evening). I've decided that the library is an ideal place to be high. People don't expect the librarian to talk to them unless it's making some comment about what it is that they've decided to invest a little of their time in. Which I'm full of. And I can sit there and listen to music for hours, or watching shitty movies, with my headphones on. Or just read. It's fantastic. That is why everyone and their mothers want that job. And it's all mine.
I was drunk on Tuesday night, also.
This week has been a shipwreck. And awesome.
Also, awkward, unexpected semi-date on Saturday evening. She's significantly older than me and I have no intention of allowing myself to be pursued by her. All the same, I took her invitation because I was up for an adventure. Defused it quickly, I think. I hope.