What's Going On
Again another survey on what is current.
The time is 9:38 central time the temperature is 75 degrees, I have my paper done, and am on to Math. Jen, thinks I am crazy for stressing over Theology when I am already going to pass, but I feel I have a little duty to live up to.
My girlfriend is 350 miles and 19 days away. Otherwise we are doing fine together. Only there is a gigantic hole in my life, and I wait for the next time we see each other. I find myself thinking about her everywhere; at work, doing my homework, and in my dreams. So far this is the longest we have been apart. I miss her.
My job has continued to be a God send, and so have many friends that I have around me. Today Dave and I came to find a third room mate, Graham. We can begin looking for a place to live for the next year. There are no better friends that I would like to live with. Dave well he is a tried and true friend. And Graham is the same if not in the background a bit.
The emails are out to the professors of the classes I need to get into, and the lawyer in Alabama needs to get back to me.
I have stumbled in my emancipation from smoking, and fear that I may fall all together. I know that all I need to do is not smoke. It worked for so long. A little stress shouldn't make me so flaky anyway. Stupid addictions.
The monolith showed it's head this weekend it took me down for 17 hours, but I got up and soon I will be o.k. again. I don't know what happens or why, but the most I can do is move on.
The weekend after finals I go home to wrap up the last of my loans for college, and I can finally apply for graduation. I expect a lot more work between now and then, but I have caught the scent. I am hungry for it. I need it. My life stays here until then.
I have a love that continues to make my days brighter, and friends that are good to me. My personals are o.k. There is work to do, and little to dwell on save the distance to the West. I know that one day there will be more time for that, but I have to get on my adult feet before I can feel alright. There is still much to glad for. Some of these are consolations to the things that I am working to rectify or bring into fruition, and then again some of these are things rectified and brought into fruition. I hope these words finds you in the same way.
If only I can keep my perspective here...
HiL out
The time is 9:38 central time the temperature is 75 degrees, I have my paper done, and am on to Math. Jen, thinks I am crazy for stressing over Theology when I am already going to pass, but I feel I have a little duty to live up to.
My girlfriend is 350 miles and 19 days away. Otherwise we are doing fine together. Only there is a gigantic hole in my life, and I wait for the next time we see each other. I find myself thinking about her everywhere; at work, doing my homework, and in my dreams. So far this is the longest we have been apart. I miss her.
My job has continued to be a God send, and so have many friends that I have around me. Today Dave and I came to find a third room mate, Graham. We can begin looking for a place to live for the next year. There are no better friends that I would like to live with. Dave well he is a tried and true friend. And Graham is the same if not in the background a bit.
The emails are out to the professors of the classes I need to get into, and the lawyer in Alabama needs to get back to me.
I have stumbled in my emancipation from smoking, and fear that I may fall all together. I know that all I need to do is not smoke. It worked for so long. A little stress shouldn't make me so flaky anyway. Stupid addictions.
The monolith showed it's head this weekend it took me down for 17 hours, but I got up and soon I will be o.k. again. I don't know what happens or why, but the most I can do is move on.
The weekend after finals I go home to wrap up the last of my loans for college, and I can finally apply for graduation. I expect a lot more work between now and then, but I have caught the scent. I am hungry for it. I need it. My life stays here until then.
I have a love that continues to make my days brighter, and friends that are good to me. My personals are o.k. There is work to do, and little to dwell on save the distance to the West. I know that one day there will be more time for that, but I have to get on my adult feet before I can feel alright. There is still much to glad for. Some of these are consolations to the things that I am working to rectify or bring into fruition, and then again some of these are things rectified and brought into fruition. I hope these words finds you in the same way.
If only I can keep my perspective here...
HiL out