and I hate when things are over...
yeeaaahhhh so I felt like updating. It has been a really long time since I have typed anything on here, and havent really been in the mood to. So I guess i better go with it while I'm feeling it. Too bad I don't have even THAT much motivation for school work.
Speakin-o-school. Today was a way weird day in one of my classes... to protect the innocent (including me!!) I wont say which class that is, but a whole entire class was presented with a big moral dilemma at once. We had a test in a class that is known for having the worst tests EVER! One of the people in my class had been studying in that classroom earlier in the day and had written some of the answers on the board while she was studying. She left the answers on the board when the teacher came in, and it turned into a big joke of asking him if we could use our notes and stuff.... of course he said no, but still had not seen the board yet. We were all expecting him to turn around any second and see the answers on the board and erase them... this never happened. And for some reason, nobody, including me, ever said anything about it. We just kind of all kept looking at each other like "this is not good!!!" I can honestly say that I did not once look up at the board... fortunately I knew the answers to the ones that were on the board already, but it was difficult to not look up and make sure those answers were right. All my friends and I were sort of freakin out about this... I mean talk about spiritual battle!! Bless her heart, one girl sittin next to me ended up getting every single question wrong that was on the board. She could've looked up and gotten the answers and probably made an A on the test... but she didn't. I thought that took a lot of class and self-discipline. I dunno ... this whole thing has kinda bothered me all day. I mean, I know I didn't use the answers on the board, but still... thats all on that I guess...
Don't you hate when things are over? Well, certain things anyway... I get to thinkin about past friendships that are "over" now and it makes me really sad. I have those friends that will always be my friends... but it makes me really sad to think about the friendships that are gone and will never be quite what they were again. I know there is a reason for this most of the time... but it doesn't make it any easier. I mean there are always little things that will remind of something in the past, and it will usually make you smile about a fun time you had with someone.... but even that can make you sad because its over ... never to be revisited again. Again... thats all on that... i keep having these trains of thought that just sort of... end abruptly. I think I am just tired. This semester is turning into one of those where I am honestly not sure I am going to be able to get everything done that needs to get done. I think I need to start making a list of the things that MUST get done, and at the bottom of the list put the things that should get done, but it wouldn't be AS bad if they didn't. I never thought I would want a semester to be longer, but this one definitely needs to slow down. Katie gets here in LESS than two weeks. You have no idea how awesome this is. My family is the love of my life. For her to be here will make everything ok. One problem... i have like 80 projects due the week after she leaves. I DONT want to be worried about homework while she is here... so i am trying to give myself all these deadlines a week early. Thus making my already short semester, one week shorter. But it really is ok... cause I get to see Katie in less than two weeks. Priorities people!! It means more to me to see katie and spend quality time with her than whether or not I get the stupid fake "event planning" project done in my p.r. class.
Wow... this is a long en... It didnt catch anyone up on anything really, but i am glad I got the chance to write something anyway. Everyone have a great night!
Quote of the day: This verse has said a lot to me here lately... I hope it means something to everyone ... or at least someone. "Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever." Hebrews 13:8 ... It seems like at our age, life is crammed full of big changes. It is an awesome feeling to know God is a constant I can depend on.
Speakin-o-school. Today was a way weird day in one of my classes... to protect the innocent (including me!!) I wont say which class that is, but a whole entire class was presented with a big moral dilemma at once. We had a test in a class that is known for having the worst tests EVER! One of the people in my class had been studying in that classroom earlier in the day and had written some of the answers on the board while she was studying. She left the answers on the board when the teacher came in, and it turned into a big joke of asking him if we could use our notes and stuff.... of course he said no, but still had not seen the board yet. We were all expecting him to turn around any second and see the answers on the board and erase them... this never happened. And for some reason, nobody, including me, ever said anything about it. We just kind of all kept looking at each other like "this is not good!!!" I can honestly say that I did not once look up at the board... fortunately I knew the answers to the ones that were on the board already, but it was difficult to not look up and make sure those answers were right. All my friends and I were sort of freakin out about this... I mean talk about spiritual battle!! Bless her heart, one girl sittin next to me ended up getting every single question wrong that was on the board. She could've looked up and gotten the answers and probably made an A on the test... but she didn't. I thought that took a lot of class and self-discipline. I dunno ... this whole thing has kinda bothered me all day. I mean, I know I didn't use the answers on the board, but still... thats all on that I guess...
Don't you hate when things are over? Well, certain things anyway... I get to thinkin about past friendships that are "over" now and it makes me really sad. I have those friends that will always be my friends... but it makes me really sad to think about the friendships that are gone and will never be quite what they were again. I know there is a reason for this most of the time... but it doesn't make it any easier. I mean there are always little things that will remind of something in the past, and it will usually make you smile about a fun time you had with someone.... but even that can make you sad because its over ... never to be revisited again. Again... thats all on that... i keep having these trains of thought that just sort of... end abruptly. I think I am just tired. This semester is turning into one of those where I am honestly not sure I am going to be able to get everything done that needs to get done. I think I need to start making a list of the things that MUST get done, and at the bottom of the list put the things that should get done, but it wouldn't be AS bad if they didn't. I never thought I would want a semester to be longer, but this one definitely needs to slow down. Katie gets here in LESS than two weeks. You have no idea how awesome this is. My family is the love of my life. For her to be here will make everything ok. One problem... i have like 80 projects due the week after she leaves. I DONT want to be worried about homework while she is here... so i am trying to give myself all these deadlines a week early. Thus making my already short semester, one week shorter. But it really is ok... cause I get to see Katie in less than two weeks. Priorities people!! It means more to me to see katie and spend quality time with her than whether or not I get the stupid fake "event planning" project done in my p.r. class.
Wow... this is a long en... It didnt catch anyone up on anything really, but i am glad I got the chance to write something anyway. Everyone have a great night!
Quote of the day: This verse has said a lot to me here lately... I hope it means something to everyone ... or at least someone. "Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever." Hebrews 13:8 ... It seems like at our age, life is crammed full of big changes. It is an awesome feeling to know God is a constant I can depend on.