You don't know what pain is

[attro]

I mean there is plenty of pain to go around in this world but it seem like mine fester deep down in inside of me and rise back up like a tequila worm from a cheep bottle. These words some it up the best I can right now.

I can feel the violence
Spill across the floor
My eyes have grown too clouded
To see it anymore

Fading into nothing
Turning into steam
Left in desperation
With nothing to redeem

CH
Underneath the ice I find
A place to rest my weary mind
The cold deep water numbs my pain
Until I can face myself again

Waiting for redemption
That never seems to come
Hands reach beneath the surface
But I don't know where from

I'm not ready to return yet
I just need a moment more
So I can try to remember
What it is I came here for

(CH)

Sinking Fast
Too dark to see
The buzzing din
Envelopes me
Too late now
Nowhere to go
I'm sinking in
The undertow