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Im looking over the entries from over a year ago. I miss you babe. I feel like im slowly falling apart and now im realizing how much i fucking love and respect every little thing you did for me. Im an idiot. I didnt respect you enough when you were here and now your gone and i cant wait to come with you. I dont know what being happy means anymore. I dont know anymore if someone could even be truely happy. I cant say i dont believe in love because i know what we had was love..but does love last? And if it does, then why did it have to end between us. I want you to be my kids daddy. I dont wanna be a mommy anymore. Im not going to be a good mom without your daddy skills. I miss ky and B. I miss your bed and your arms holding me when i cry. I would trade anything in the world you have you back and i would rather you be here and fight with me than you not be here at all. I miss you.Your smile.Your kiss.Your goofy laugh.I miss your happy face.Sad face.I miss your eyes when you first wake up. I miss the way you look at me when we are makign love. I miss the way you eat, talk, smell and shower.Wow..I loved every little thing about you.
Come get me soon.
-love your babbbbe.
Come get me soon.
-love your babbbbe.