051 [Private; Hackable]
I had a feeling something was up the second I saw that post. She never responded to my comment or the comments left by anyone else, so I called to see what kind of information I could get and… suffice it to say, I found exactly what I was looking for.
I’m not really sure what to make of it. I knew it was coming, of course. I’ve known for a long time, but I didn’t think it was going to be so soon. I have to wonder… If she’d never shown up here, would I have known at all?
I’ve been putting this off for months. If I don’t talk to her now, I’ll never get another chance to, but I don’t know what to say. I don’t even know if she’ll see me, let alone talk to me.
It’s hard to believe how much time has gone by since the last time we spoke face to face, the last time I actually saw her. Every detail is clear in my mind. It wasn’t even that long…
…God, why does it still affect me like this?
Maybe it would have been better if I didn’t know.
I’m not really sure what to make of it. I knew it was coming, of course. I’ve known for a long time, but I didn’t think it was going to be so soon. I have to wonder… If she’d never shown up here, would I have known at all?
I’ve been putting this off for months. If I don’t talk to her now, I’ll never get another chance to, but I don’t know what to say. I don’t even know if she’ll see me, let alone talk to me.
It’s hard to believe how much time has gone by since the last time we spoke face to face, the last time I actually saw her. Every detail is clear in my mind. It wasn’t even that long…
…God, why does it still affect me like this?
Maybe it would have been better if I didn’t know.