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Long time, no talk.
I was made to do this by Jason.
I love you Jason.
I'd like to make a special note in here to say 'Thankyou Jace heaps for the last few days, you've been great to me so I can talk and get things that are really bothering me off my chest'.
Some of you know, some of you don't, I have a boyfriend now, Ben. He is my baby, but some things have been troubling me about the relationship, trust mainly, but he has assured me that their is nothing to be worried about and that i'm being too paranoid and protective. I can't help it, it just happens, but i'm feeling really relieved now that we have talked about and thanks to Jace, got the courage to actually talk to Ben about things that i've never spoken to my boyfriend about before.
Umm, whats been happening? Nothing much at all. Working mainly. I don't even know when the last time was that I wrote an entry, what i've said or anything. I work from 8:30 - 5pm everyday, Monday to Friday, and then usually every weekend i'm at Ben's. Napping!, got to love those naps. lol - code for sex if you didn't work that one out. lol =)
Last weekend (the one just gone) was the first weekend that I have stayed home in weeks. I've been on Brisbane shopping trips, nothing and nothing, just Ben's. So exciting I know.
Show weekend - that was the 26th, 27th, 28th (I think) I went to my beach house with a couple of mates, and Ben. Friday night was awesome, I was so pissed, what a change, lol. Saturday was shit, because Ben left me, he thought I was shitty at him when I wasn't, and I thought he was shitty at me, whcih he wasn't, so it was very mixed up afternoon/night for both of us.
Yeah anyway, on Sunday I left the beach about 2pm, on my way home on a 12km gravel road, lost control because of a 4wd and caravan coming around the corner in the middle of the road, I had to get off the road into loose gravel, lost control, and ended up doing a 360 in the middle of the road and the side swiping down into ditch heading sideways for trees. If I had of been going like another 5 - 10km faster I would have hit the trees.
I turned myself around and started driving again, after being very shaken up. I looked in my rear view mirrow saw that my TV was upside on the otherside of the car, so I pulled over fixed it up and heard SHHHHHH, so I had a look at my tyre was going flat. Called my aunt and uncle and kane who had gone down to the beach to go motorbike riding, they came out and fixed my tyres, while I was on the phone to them I realised that my front tyre was dead flat. So yeah, they fixed them and my unlce had to then drive me home because I was too scared. So pretty fucking scary if you ask me and I only had to pay $5 to get my tyre fixed. So i'm really lucky.
What else can I talk about? Nothing, i'm so boring now. Nothing exciting happens anymore, the majority of my mates have gone, and yeah.
I'm still planning on moving out, so if anyone from M'boro wants to, let me know asap, so we can get the ball rolling. =)
I think I have spoken enough shit now, so i'll go now.
Thanks again Jace - love ya heaps!
I was made to do this by Jason.
I love you Jason.
I'd like to make a special note in here to say 'Thankyou Jace heaps for the last few days, you've been great to me so I can talk and get things that are really bothering me off my chest'.
Some of you know, some of you don't, I have a boyfriend now, Ben. He is my baby, but some things have been troubling me about the relationship, trust mainly, but he has assured me that their is nothing to be worried about and that i'm being too paranoid and protective. I can't help it, it just happens, but i'm feeling really relieved now that we have talked about and thanks to Jace, got the courage to actually talk to Ben about things that i've never spoken to my boyfriend about before.
Umm, whats been happening? Nothing much at all. Working mainly. I don't even know when the last time was that I wrote an entry, what i've said or anything. I work from 8:30 - 5pm everyday, Monday to Friday, and then usually every weekend i'm at Ben's. Napping!, got to love those naps. lol - code for sex if you didn't work that one out. lol =)
Last weekend (the one just gone) was the first weekend that I have stayed home in weeks. I've been on Brisbane shopping trips, nothing and nothing, just Ben's. So exciting I know.
Show weekend - that was the 26th, 27th, 28th (I think) I went to my beach house with a couple of mates, and Ben. Friday night was awesome, I was so pissed, what a change, lol. Saturday was shit, because Ben left me, he thought I was shitty at him when I wasn't, and I thought he was shitty at me, whcih he wasn't, so it was very mixed up afternoon/night for both of us.
Yeah anyway, on Sunday I left the beach about 2pm, on my way home on a 12km gravel road, lost control because of a 4wd and caravan coming around the corner in the middle of the road, I had to get off the road into loose gravel, lost control, and ended up doing a 360 in the middle of the road and the side swiping down into ditch heading sideways for trees. If I had of been going like another 5 - 10km faster I would have hit the trees.
I turned myself around and started driving again, after being very shaken up. I looked in my rear view mirrow saw that my TV was upside on the otherside of the car, so I pulled over fixed it up and heard SHHHHHH, so I had a look at my tyre was going flat. Called my aunt and uncle and kane who had gone down to the beach to go motorbike riding, they came out and fixed my tyres, while I was on the phone to them I realised that my front tyre was dead flat. So yeah, they fixed them and my unlce had to then drive me home because I was too scared. So pretty fucking scary if you ask me and I only had to pay $5 to get my tyre fixed. So i'm really lucky.
What else can I talk about? Nothing, i'm so boring now. Nothing exciting happens anymore, the majority of my mates have gone, and yeah.
I'm still planning on moving out, so if anyone from M'boro wants to, let me know asap, so we can get the ball rolling. =)
I think I have spoken enough shit now, so i'll go now.
Thanks again Jace - love ya heaps!