OMG!!

Feb 08, 2006 21:27

I have not updated for so long ...
All the other updates have been, well, you know - slack.

I can't even remember when I last updated - hmm!

For the last 6 weeks (Dec 16 - Jan 20) I was working in Yeppoon, babysitting and in a Home Decor shop. It was great, I loved it so much. The kids pissed me off a little though - Nick - he was an annoying little shit who I could have killed. Anyway, Samantha was goregous - I could have brought her home with me.

I came home about 3 weeks ago (not quite) I dunno, and I haven't stopped perving on the guy next door - he is so HOT. Anyway, so much shit has been happening between me and a guy named Jamie. He thinks he is totally in love with me, well I got news for him, we were getting on okay, and then we started having the little bitch fights, and he's been talking to his friends about it all and drove me nuts, so I just started ignoring him. Its funny, but ridiculous. Everytime I go to do shopping with mum, I have to avoid him and hide, its crazy really. I feel bad, but I don't if you know what I mean. He shouldn't feel the way he does, especially not after like 6 weeks of talking to eachother (we didn't previously know eachother)- i'm kind of glad that I got rid of him, i'm as rough as guts, and need a guy who will support me in every direction. I want to live my younger days - go and explore, try new things while i'm young - i'm not following my parents foot steps. I want to do well for myself, make myself feel proud of what i'm doing.
My dream is to buy dad a HUGE boat
My dream is to buy mum a HOUSE on the beach in Sydney.
I have big expectations of what I want to do, I want to support my family in every way that I can, but I won't be able to if i'm stuck in this fucking boring place called Maryborough attached a guy, who doesn't suit my personality at all. He is very loving and caring guy - don't get me wrong - i like that - but we just are so not suited ... and thats final - some of my friends are pleased with my decision too which makes it even better. 'Cuz some girls and guys I know are going out with people who we do not like at all, and I don't want that happenign to me.

Okay where was I, Yes, i've come home, and applied for the Navy and have a testing day on March 9 - I'm not sure how well I will go, but we'll see - I'm not fit enough and i'm not smart enough for some of the questions they ask - they seem really hard. I'm applying for an Administration job at Ergon Energy, and I have been for two interviews at a Solicitors office in town here and I still haven't found out whehter I got the job or not. I am 1 in 3 - and I know one of the other girls. We have both given up hope on these bastards - they are so fucking slack, it was over 7 weeks ago that we went for our first interviews, and two weeks since I had my second one - you would have thought they'd let us know by now.

Grr, so i'm sitting at home on my fat arse doing nothing, getting fat, and getting more and more lazy and fatigued. The only highlight of my day is going for a 3km walk around the Park every day - thats it, thrilling hey!

Anyway, Nothing exciting has been happening, and I spose you are bored now reading all my shit.

Hi Chris - I haven't spoken to you for a while, or read your LJ, or anything - i'm not a very good one am I? Anyway, I hope everything is going good for you, especially being in the last year of school - woot woot - chat to you later!
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