PiSsEd...but HaPpY!
Well I really hope (people) had fun last night - oh by the way how was it a spare of the moment thing when other put it into lj's and told me about it?????????????????.
I was trying to contact you all, but no fucker would talk to me back!
Oh wells...Do I still want her to come tomorrow night? I really do! Do I still want to go out Saturday night and make a total dickhead of myself and make myself happy for a change?, or sit at home and be miserable? I don't know what the fuck I want anymore. They are all total bitches to me...I don't understand them, probably cuz I am the strange/odd one!
One thing (the only thing) that made me happy (so happy) last night was one of my friends gave me a number. It belonged to one of my best friends (very close friends) from a very long time ago. And from the day that we broke up I hadn't spoken to him. I made him guess who I was...He still had no idea who I was. I ended up telling him and then all of a sudden my phone starts to ring. I was totally mind boggled. I didn't know what to say to him. We talked for like two hours. After we got off there was so many memories floating back...so many things that I have wanted to tell him for a very long time and never had the chance to. Saturday night, before I get really drunk (which is my plan)I am going to tell him everything!
I was trying to contact you all, but no fucker would talk to me back!
Oh wells...Do I still want her to come tomorrow night? I really do! Do I still want to go out Saturday night and make a total dickhead of myself and make myself happy for a change?, or sit at home and be miserable? I don't know what the fuck I want anymore. They are all total bitches to me...I don't understand them, probably cuz I am the strange/odd one!
One thing (the only thing) that made me happy (so happy) last night was one of my friends gave me a number. It belonged to one of my best friends (very close friends) from a very long time ago. And from the day that we broke up I hadn't spoken to him. I made him guess who I was...He still had no idea who I was. I ended up telling him and then all of a sudden my phone starts to ring. I was totally mind boggled. I didn't know what to say to him. We talked for like two hours. After we got off there was so many memories floating back...so many things that I have wanted to tell him for a very long time and never had the chance to. Saturday night, before I get really drunk (which is my plan)I am going to tell him everything!