my carrie poem

[attitude_godess]

I'll Just Pretend
You aren't my best friend
You aren't the girl I once knew
You treat me like dirt
and Im nothing to you
Well I won't let you get me down anymore
I will Just Pretend like I don't care
I will forget all the times we shared
They will be washed away with the rain
You broke me over and over
and I came back
Why?
I will pretend like you never made me laugh
I will pretend like you weren't the only one who understood me
I will pretend like you never made me feel good about myself
You are not worth my tears.
I will Pretend you never said "Best friends forever" over and over
I will forget you ever called me that
I won't let you hurt me anymore
I will move on
I have friends who care now
You say you do but you don't
I have just became another friend to you
We aren't best friends anymore
You've changed
Im not the nieve little girl anymore
I don't have to be treated like your follower
You don't realize you were the reason I could have lost it all
How much have we been through to now be here?
Nowhere
Ill just pretend
that you never made me cry
Ill just pretend...
you haven't forgotten about your best friend
so don't say you love me still
dont give me your speech
about how we have grown apart
save it for the judge
I won't waste my time
I'll just pretend Im you
and walk away.