Dec 19, 2004 11:49
ever been thought of something and then thought "nah that isnt going to happen" then you just see everything around you fueling that paranio?
i know what i have to do, can i do it? fuck no! i can never do it. fucking hell dan, just say it. isnt taht fucking hard, get a life.
fucking hell my mom saw me doing something, she got really worried and started having a panic attack. i wish i couldeve of helped her.
photos, live j entries, poems... everything is against me.
i read some of my very old poems, there very weird... strange i can still remeber the inspo for them all.
so what should i do? if theres anyone whos confidental and non-judging enough to help me i like to see you try.