Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream.
My name use to be in your profile, i didn't know it was so easy to take out. For you it's just a matter of hitting the delete key, for me it's not so easy. Your name will stay with me for much longer. The words you said to me were not true, which is what hurts here. I'm sure in thinking that over time this will heal, but not as fast as if you didn't use your words to lure in someone you were using. You say you don't want to see me hurt, so does that mean you'll close your eyes when I cry? I'm not saying there wasn't anything wrong, I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me. I thought it was me you were holding in your arms, i was unaware that the images in your head were of someone in the past. I suppose i'm sorry i couldn't be who you wanted me to be. I'm not the person you were trying to find in this relationship. I cry because I know he doesn't feel for you the way I do. I cry because I think of how pathetic I am, and I cry because I think I'll be crying forever. I understand i'm not him, ad i'm not what you want. I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived. I've been toiling over my feelings, thoughts, and desires for a while, and this doesn't seem right. This realtionship would have worked if half of it wasn't caughtinthe past, if half of it knew what the consquenses were for their actions. I gave you things i can never take back, and you did the same. The only differnces, i did it with pure intentions, pure feelings, and a care for the outcome of the actions we take. I don't wish to imply that there aren't good things about you or that you're not an extraordinary person but I'd rather let other people enjoy the them.