fuck

[atticartist]

I haven't written in this in awhile. Sometimes I feel scared that deep inside I'm some loser but I don't know it. I have friends but sometimes I'm afraid they really don't like me and that I'm the "loser" of the group. I hate myspace and top eights where I'm put on and off of them at random, where my best friend won't even take time to send me a message. Its so stupid but so important at the same time.
I don't know. My other best friend pisses me off all the time. On top of that I've gotten way fat. >< Okay, maybe not way but still..................................................................................................
grrr ranting is relieving