park that car, drop that phone
all of my friends are so beautiful.
seriously. it's amazing how much different things are from before. it used to be that i could hang out with these people and talk and stuff... but not really about anything that TRULY mattered to me. but now it's like... everyone is on a whole new level and i can tell them how i feel about things without being worried of rejection or of thinking something different from someone else - i actually sometimes like it BETTER when people have different perspectives, because i love debating things or just listening and learning and growing from other people. its like... i look at all these wonderful people as just endless resources of ideas and thoughts that i can learn from, and it amazes me every day.
its like... EVERYTHING has reached a whole new level with me lately. not in an egotistical way, i just feel like everything means so much more. i actually TALK to my parents and am honest with them and they understand me better, and we just have a better relationship then ever. i can tell my friends what's really going on inside my head and they can help me and try to understand and i DONT feel judged. it is the best i have felt in sooo long... even when i'm sad about something, i know i have someone to talk to and someone that cares, so i can never REALLY be sad.
it just feels like everyone has SO much worth and SO much to offer and we are all growing together... and there is just so much love and so many good vibes going around, just so much caring for other humans, and so much understanding and i LOVE it. its fucking beautiful.
i feel like i really want to learn as much as i can and absorb as much as i can, and i n e v e r want to take anybody for granted. life is too short to do that. i would be letting MYSELF down more than i would be letting anyone else down, for not taking full advantage of the amazing people that i could get to know.
gaaahoshfdiosdhfo hdfiosahiofhsa
i love the connections i have been making with people lately. some of them are even people that i have known for a long time but just recently REALLY opened up to. i think if this had happened before... i would have gotten sad that i had "wasted" time not talking to them as much or TRULY getting to know them... but now i just appreciate it more because i think it was all MEANT to happen now. i can honestly say that i know what love feels like now. really.
and i love you all with all my heart.♥
seriously. it's amazing how much different things are from before. it used to be that i could hang out with these people and talk and stuff... but not really about anything that TRULY mattered to me. but now it's like... everyone is on a whole new level and i can tell them how i feel about things without being worried of rejection or of thinking something different from someone else - i actually sometimes like it BETTER when people have different perspectives, because i love debating things or just listening and learning and growing from other people. its like... i look at all these wonderful people as just endless resources of ideas and thoughts that i can learn from, and it amazes me every day.
its like... EVERYTHING has reached a whole new level with me lately. not in an egotistical way, i just feel like everything means so much more. i actually TALK to my parents and am honest with them and they understand me better, and we just have a better relationship then ever. i can tell my friends what's really going on inside my head and they can help me and try to understand and i DONT feel judged. it is the best i have felt in sooo long... even when i'm sad about something, i know i have someone to talk to and someone that cares, so i can never REALLY be sad.
it just feels like everyone has SO much worth and SO much to offer and we are all growing together... and there is just so much love and so many good vibes going around, just so much caring for other humans, and so much understanding and i LOVE it. its fucking beautiful.
i feel like i really want to learn as much as i can and absorb as much as i can, and i n e v e r want to take anybody for granted. life is too short to do that. i would be letting MYSELF down more than i would be letting anyone else down, for not taking full advantage of the amazing people that i could get to know.
gaaahoshfdiosdhfo hdfiosahiofhsa
i love the connections i have been making with people lately. some of them are even people that i have known for a long time but just recently REALLY opened up to. i think if this had happened before... i would have gotten sad that i had "wasted" time not talking to them as much or TRULY getting to know them... but now i just appreciate it more because i think it was all MEANT to happen now. i can honestly say that i know what love feels like now. really.
and i love you all with all my heart.♥