your so fine, you blow my mind
hey lj
i dont write in you anymore
im terribly sorry
its partly because of a lot of busy-ness
and partly because noone ever reads this
so how life you ask?
its fine
im at really weird place right now
i feel incredibly happy
and incredibly sad all at once
which is weird, not a fan of it on the whole
school is a lot of work
but its junior year
i expected it
kara got a hot tub
but in reality it is only at the warm tub state
it only goes up to 95 degrees
a whole three degrees lower than body temp
meaning it feels like a luke warm tub
but i think joanne is fixing that up
i cleaned my room today
almost got busted for shit
but i dodged that one masterfully if i do say so myself
having a clean room is nice
tres zen
i think im gonna finally put up my manequin
which would make me so happy
i decided im ready for changes
i also decided that i want to be crazy
not like overly crazy to the point of obnoxiousness
but fun crazy
idk i just need excitement i guess
bellmore is boring
it needs some "pizzazz"
overall im good
but i need a good exciting situation to talk about
its been a while, and it is much needs