mood swings
It is interesting how your mood can change throughout the day. From being happy to sad to pissed to tired to sad to indifferent and then bordering on happy again. or some other random assortment of emotions. The other thing is that it always seems that there is something to blame it on but when you evaluate the situation you realize that that thing could have happened and on a different day it wouldnt have affected you at all. Strange.
It turns out that my phil 403 paper wasnt due until tomorrow so i did it way earlie than i had to. but i dont mind. because now it is done.
I am starting to feel like i am letting myself get too involved in work, it is taking over as far as my priorities are concerned and i dont like that. I feel like school should come before work, but i need to get better at budgeting for that to happen. I also realized today that i am not used to having only 2 priorities. school and work, it seems that is all that i am involved in right now. i want more. i am just greedy like that. even when i was at byu i did rock climbing, and i was involved in hating byu (i think that counts). anyway, i have decided that i need something else. at least one thing, i need to volunteer or something. something that i enjoy, or that makes me happy. when the weather picks up i can try to start rock climbing but it is a matter of finding someone to go with. i seem to be ok at motivating myself if i get a routine but i cant motivate 2 people, if anything another person would have to keep me motivated. that is usually the best set up, when you can mutually motivate each other.
well, i think that i am ready for a change. a change in classes, a change in the weather. a change in the amount of things that i am involved in. maybe a few changes.
It turns out that my phil 403 paper wasnt due until tomorrow so i did it way earlie than i had to. but i dont mind. because now it is done.
I am starting to feel like i am letting myself get too involved in work, it is taking over as far as my priorities are concerned and i dont like that. I feel like school should come before work, but i need to get better at budgeting for that to happen. I also realized today that i am not used to having only 2 priorities. school and work, it seems that is all that i am involved in right now. i want more. i am just greedy like that. even when i was at byu i did rock climbing, and i was involved in hating byu (i think that counts). anyway, i have decided that i need something else. at least one thing, i need to volunteer or something. something that i enjoy, or that makes me happy. when the weather picks up i can try to start rock climbing but it is a matter of finding someone to go with. i seem to be ok at motivating myself if i get a routine but i cant motivate 2 people, if anything another person would have to keep me motivated. that is usually the best set up, when you can mutually motivate each other.
well, i think that i am ready for a change. a change in classes, a change in the weather. a change in the amount of things that i am involved in. maybe a few changes.