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So I hope everyone had a good or at least decent 2004. It seems weird that this year has ended already, I don't know if I was hoping it would go longer, or just end differently. As I look back now on the past 12 months, I see situations that I wish would have gone differently and some that just shouldn't have happened at all. I realize that I'm only so strong as one person and that I shouldn't let things I have no control over get to me. I've said goodbye to some people that i held close to my heart. And hello to someone who i wish I could give my heart to. I've ended school again, just to be thrown out into the "real world" to see how I survive in it. And started down yet another path, just to see where it takes me. I've faced rejection in an industry that requires nothing but a pretty face. And acceptance in a city that is anything but real.
But yet, it isn't enough. I'm faced again with the decision on whether I should stay where I'am, or pack my things up and move to a different location. And while i don't know what decision I will make, I know in the back of my mind. I've already made it. I'm not gonna make a resolution, since most people never really follow through with them. But I'am gonna try my hardest to make myself happy this year. Success or failure, friendsor alone, poor or rich, I will make it. Fuck all of you who doubt me....
But yet, it isn't enough. I'm faced again with the decision on whether I should stay where I'am, or pack my things up and move to a different location. And while i don't know what decision I will make, I know in the back of my mind. I've already made it. I'm not gonna make a resolution, since most people never really follow through with them. But I'am gonna try my hardest to make myself happy this year. Success or failure, friendsor alone, poor or rich, I will make it. Fuck all of you who doubt me....