Oct 16, 2006 23:32
Sorry guys, I felt the need to rant. I feel much better now, actually i wasn't even that upset it just feels really good to swear crazily sometimes. So yea no biggy, no regrets right?
I guess you should just enjoy moments for what they are, and not analyze them later, and reality, well who's to say whats real?
I just saw Science of Sleep which was almost too imaginative yet interesting and slightly disturbing, funny at times. It was sad, i guess i had this notion in my mind that its romantic to have dreams intertwined with reality, and it showed the darker side to that, a sadder more pathetic side.
I think I am more in reality than I give myself credit for, though i do enjoy getting wrapped up in the romantic illusion every now and again, I always pull myself back in time, and realize that truth, though possibly disappointing is more rewarding than a happy illusion. I learned that when i was 16, the hardest lesson I think I have had to learn. I learned it from being in love, in my mind, with an illusion of what I thought was the perfect bohemian dreamy drummer lover. Haha what a weird phrase, how could you guys even forget?
Life is good, even in reality its good. Maybe better, who can really tell?