"take off you clothes but NOT your masks" ~Megan
wow. This was a crazy weekend.
I kayaked with Russians, and watch a U of M game all tthe way through without going mad, well i went a little mad, but it was exciting, especially when that dude dropped the ball, then looked confused, like "oh where did the ball go?" By the time he figured it out we scored a touchdown YO.
But the Russians were pleasant, and some of them quite attractive, I KNEW that russian women were sexy. This is besides the point, i almost got caught by a cop for drinking, which was scary, i was very happy though that night, happy drunk.
This email sounds shallow. YO but i guess the coolest part of the weekend was not sitting for hours with Josh and Jacob listening to wilco, nor playing Lukes drumset and getting denyed the guitar, to my chagrin, nor kissing a boy (!) but when i regained faith in humanity.
I was sad, so sad, so lost and i kept thinking of my friend Justin who i think is cutting me out, idk he just stopped responding to my calls, and i thought i saw his gf which was freaky, literally. I was thinking about how i don't know what my direction or purpose is, how those i love are far away, the same old depressing shit, until i called Megan, and we talked about life and people and the weird "revealing who you truly are or showing affection is not ok but having sex is perfectly fine" America's twisted fucked up motto, how girls booty dance because they crave the touch and affection that America's society won't let us show eachother, not unless we use alcohol as a medium, and then its ok. its sad, really, its sad that we wear so many layers built up so carefully, "take off your clothes but NOT your masks". Well anyways this led to finding someone you connect with, right away there are no masks. Anyways i guess the point is i was so happy to find that my best friend felt the same way, that in fact many probably do, and just to talk to her.
Don't be offended you are all my best friends.
Cuz ur just all so cute. :P
BUT then i went to the cafeteria, and sat alone, carefully diagonal from another loner so as not to cause awkwardness, when a boy came and sat diagonal from me. we started talking, and it wasn't awkward, cuz his name was BOb and i said "has anyone ever called you Bobcat?" and it was sillyness and fun from there> The point is though that here i was all down on society and awkwardness and strangers, and this stranger is telling me about his own experiences with awkward eye contact in the cafeteria, and its like, life is not as you expect.
reaffirmed my faith in mankind, basically.
AND he climbed this crazy like 20 foot metal gate to get my stuff which was locked in the lounge. Silly people, locking my stuff in...
um this was kinda stream of conscious like i hope you partly enjoyed it :P
LAO
I kayaked with Russians, and watch a U of M game all tthe way through without going mad, well i went a little mad, but it was exciting, especially when that dude dropped the ball, then looked confused, like "oh where did the ball go?" By the time he figured it out we scored a touchdown YO.
But the Russians were pleasant, and some of them quite attractive, I KNEW that russian women were sexy. This is besides the point, i almost got caught by a cop for drinking, which was scary, i was very happy though that night, happy drunk.
This email sounds shallow. YO but i guess the coolest part of the weekend was not sitting for hours with Josh and Jacob listening to wilco, nor playing Lukes drumset and getting denyed the guitar, to my chagrin, nor kissing a boy (!) but when i regained faith in humanity.
I was sad, so sad, so lost and i kept thinking of my friend Justin who i think is cutting me out, idk he just stopped responding to my calls, and i thought i saw his gf which was freaky, literally. I was thinking about how i don't know what my direction or purpose is, how those i love are far away, the same old depressing shit, until i called Megan, and we talked about life and people and the weird "revealing who you truly are or showing affection is not ok but having sex is perfectly fine" America's twisted fucked up motto, how girls booty dance because they crave the touch and affection that America's society won't let us show eachother, not unless we use alcohol as a medium, and then its ok. its sad, really, its sad that we wear so many layers built up so carefully, "take off your clothes but NOT your masks". Well anyways this led to finding someone you connect with, right away there are no masks. Anyways i guess the point is i was so happy to find that my best friend felt the same way, that in fact many probably do, and just to talk to her.
Don't be offended you are all my best friends.
Cuz ur just all so cute. :P
BUT then i went to the cafeteria, and sat alone, carefully diagonal from another loner so as not to cause awkwardness, when a boy came and sat diagonal from me. we started talking, and it wasn't awkward, cuz his name was BOb and i said "has anyone ever called you Bobcat?" and it was sillyness and fun from there> The point is though that here i was all down on society and awkwardness and strangers, and this stranger is telling me about his own experiences with awkward eye contact in the cafeteria, and its like, life is not as you expect.
reaffirmed my faith in mankind, basically.
AND he climbed this crazy like 20 foot metal gate to get my stuff which was locked in the lounge. Silly people, locking my stuff in...
um this was kinda stream of conscious like i hope you partly enjoyed it :P
LAO