Uggg..

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Well yesterday after I posted my journal I had a bad scare. I blacked out. And it wasnt good. Mom and dad went to go and get me some more stuff and left me at home alone. So they were on their way home when I needed to go out and get some fresh air. Well I walked over to my neighbors house to let her know i was doing better. Well she had some popsicles and I had one with her daughter, her cousin, and herself. Well I was eating and it was good on my soreness. Well I started to get dizzy and told her i was going to head home as i thanked her for the popsicle. Well I didnt make it home. All I remember is collapsing in her arms and then waking up staring at her husband who carried me home. They said my eyes rolled back in my head and everything. So some scary stuff there. After that they set me down on the couch at home and the ambulance was on its way. Well they came checked me out and everything was fine. I mean it doesnt help that I am on my period when I got my teeth pulled, so yeah I have lost alot of blood. For those that didnt want to hear that im sorry, its the truth though. So yeah I scared alot of ppl who I told online. But I am doing better now. Though I have one side that is so swollen right now that it hurts the most, we think that maybe that tooth was very impacted ..just great. So yeah I cant take vicatin anymore. It makes my heart start to race which isnt good. So now I am taking some stuff that my mom had when she got her knee done back in august, this stuff is working better than the vicatin lol. So im trying to make my mouth open more but its hard right now. But I think I am going to go and rest now.

O yeah and to the person that keeps writing about me breaking their heart in their journal could you plz stop you said you were dropping me and moving on, I dont think the new girl you like sure likes that alot. I mean like I said i wasnt going to lie anymore on my feelings. I've moved on why cant you...

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