Why oh why....
Why is it that God sometimes has to say no? I don't like the answer no. And I know that it may not be a no forever answer, it may just be no for right now, but I hate it all the same.
I made an 840 on the GRE. It's a good score yes, but I need a 1000 to get into the schools of choice right now. I've never felt so strongly about where I'm supposed to be going and the only thing holding me back right now is this stupid test. I'm just having issues trying to figure out where God wants me. Would I really have this strong of feelings if he didn't want me to be headed in this direction? I find it hard to be so. Maybe it's just a look harder and study longer situation. Anyways, me and Michelle are going to "wrap this up in prayer". We're going to make it an everyday to everyother day situation. I like that idea. Because maybe if we do wrap it up in prayer, then I can learn how to let it go and let God take things into His hands.
So anyways.....I'll post more soon. Just not a lot of time right now. I love you all so much and I promise I think about you all the time, even if I don't get to tell you. God speed and God bless....
I made an 840 on the GRE. It's a good score yes, but I need a 1000 to get into the schools of choice right now. I've never felt so strongly about where I'm supposed to be going and the only thing holding me back right now is this stupid test. I'm just having issues trying to figure out where God wants me. Would I really have this strong of feelings if he didn't want me to be headed in this direction? I find it hard to be so. Maybe it's just a look harder and study longer situation. Anyways, me and Michelle are going to "wrap this up in prayer". We're going to make it an everyday to everyother day situation. I like that idea. Because maybe if we do wrap it up in prayer, then I can learn how to let it go and let God take things into His hands.
So anyways.....I'll post more soon. Just not a lot of time right now. I love you all so much and I promise I think about you all the time, even if I don't get to tell you. God speed and God bless....