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[atsixesnsevens]

And after today, this song is dedicated to... well... everybody.

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes

[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste
Is more than I can take

Grrr... One of my best friends no longer wants to be my friend (Since I have changed sooo much) and then some more of my other friends also share this view, so oh well I guess. They must have not been that good of friends I suppose... oh well, I found support in someone I didnt quite suspect, I may have lost a few friends, but at least I have a new found respect and loyalties for someone new... "but i just want you to know that i dont think any changes that you have made or anything that has happened over the past year is bad, and i think ...and i dont think anything you are doing is wrong"- just a small snipit...given the great majority of it happened during the confrontation... Thanks again *Hug*