May 29, 2004 03:31
" There's No Rest For the Wicked..."
being wicked, we're under the asumtion of them having no conscience
maybe there is no rest for the wicked because the guilt of thier sins weighs heavily upon them.
they spend thier nights brooding over the things they've done, and the things they have not. the people they've hurt, and the redemption/atonement so far beyond thier grasp.
or maybe thats just me..
my inability to sleep, stems from my brooding over the wrongs i've committed,the people i've hurt, the things i've wanted t osay but havent, and the forgiveness that i cannot allow myself...
what am i thinking?
they may have forgiven me, but i do not forgive myself...