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*You*
1. nicknames: Ray, Roc, Rev,
2. city and state born in: Elizabeth NJ
3. state you live in now: roselle, NJ
4. birthdate: oct 21 1983
5. astrological sign: libra, the scale
6. school: presently transferin fro mrutgers to kean. rutgers swallows your soul and gives you the scarlet herp
7. hobbies: reading, writing, martial arts, music, gaming, wrestling, meditating, dancing
8. sports that you play and/or like to watch: wrestling, football,
9. height: 6
10. eye color: brown
11. shoe size: 12-13
12. right or lefty: righty
*What....*
1. What do you think of the way you look?: overweight, oddly shaped head, that aside, i'm not awful lookin, i just dont think i'm more than average
2. What do you think about your attitude?: i'm too nice to people that deserve to have thier teeth kicked in. seems i'd rather suffer myself than bother somebody else
3. What do you think about life after death?: i think i'm goign to hell ( if there is one)
4. What do you think about karma?: every religion believes in karma of soem sort. thing is, is it simply a way to justify telling somebody that they must behave, or is it something that has actually been seen in effect.
5. What do you think about love?: its always one sided, love is pain, suffering, its that which is the source of our greatest strength and our most exploitable weakness.
6. What do you think about fate?: i believe that there is fate adn it has soem effect on life, but it only leads you thus far. that aside you choose and guide it . you make the big choices..
7. What do you think about yourself?: mr cellophane.
8. What do you tell yourself if times get hard?: depends, soemtimes i tell my self i must survive because i cant lose now, and other times i tell myself i'm a failure
9. What would you give your life for?: love, to save another person, to redeam what i've done with my life, to give it meaning, to try to find redemption.
10. What do you think about your first love?: wish i'd find it. i've spent too much time chasing rainbows.
11. What do you think about the first person that loved you?: outside of family. the first gal to love me, i turned my back on because i felt she could do better. that i wasnt enough for her. i've seen/heard about her lately. she's a waste of sperm.
12. What are you scared of?: life.
13. What was the saddest moment of your life so far?: realizing i'm a fake, not in the i'm a social tool aspect, fake in that what you percieve of me, is not what is.
14. What would life be without friends?: lonley, but survivable, you'd just come out like how i feel.
15. Without family?: see above, but amplify is because u actually have a blood tie to them.
*The Dream Side of You*
1. Do you dream a lot at night?: yes, but not that i remember most of them
2. Do you dream in black and white, or color?: color
3. Do you remember any of your dreams?: some of them.
4. Where is your dream make out spot?: out walking around some body of water in the snow. not to ofar fro mcivilization, but far enough that it almost seems distant.
5. What is your dream kiss like? i'm not answering this.
6. What is your dream job?: a teacher. sounds sappy, but i like the illusion that i might be able to change the world, influence a life, and make it better somehow.
7. Where is your dream house?: a penthouse in a city full of life, where i woudl be able to overlook either the skyline or a body of water.
8. Where is your dream vacation?: wherever. i dont terribly get much vaction dream time.
9. Do you believe that your dreams are a gateway to your soul?: i hope not. i dream about my death, or solitude a lot. you're not supposed to but i've seen myself get shot point blank i nthe chest what does that say about your soul.
*Do you...*
1. Do you write in a journal or diary?: this if it counts.
2. Do you keep an organizer?: yeah, but i dont use it often.
3. Do you believe in love at first sight?: I have to, it's oen of the things that keeps me going.
4. Do you believe that every person has one soul mate: maybe. doesnt mean that the soul mate isnt halfway aroudn the world layign in a ditch in the sahara.
5. Do you believe in god?: i believe in a greater force, but not in any organization
6. Do you believe in everyone (even the beyond helpless)?: i have to, i believe in the human spirit, but i'm not a dolt. i know most people cant be trusted. its a contradiction. i realize.
7. Do you believe in having a good education?: both in intelligence and in wisdom.
8. Do you believe in horoscopes?: i dont like the idea of me not being in charge of my own destiny.
9. Do you believe in yourself?: sometimes. but i for the most part at least show that i do. i have great faith in my inner strength to allow me to survive.
10. Do you cry easily?: No.
11. Do you believe in Heaven?: rarely.
12. Do you believe in Hell?: unfortunately i definately believe in a hell.
13. Do you believe in reincarnation?: i believe its a possibility. just hope you dont come back as a walrus or camel..
*Favorites*
1. favorite day of the week: Friday
2. favorite ice-cream: butter pecan
3. favorite movies: depends on th emood.
4. favorite actors: John Cusak, The Rock, Jhonny Depp
5. favorite actresses: Meg Ryan
6. favorite quote: All our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We danced to a song of heartbreak and hope. All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect, who might be searching for us. (wonder years)
7. favorite songs: again.. depends on the mood, presently. I Hate Everythign About You, Amazed, The Reason
8. favorite music groups: rotates
9. favorite music singers: Sarah rotates
10. favorite holiday: not a big holiday person...
11. favorite season: winter
12. favorite colors: blacks, whites, and grays
13. favorite flowers: black not fully bloomed roses, not dread black, but dark blue, maybe they only exist in my imaginiation..
14. favorite book: i have a lot of them.
15. favorite school subject: Psychology, literatures, and sociology
*When you hear ___ you think of..*
1. Baseball: god i hate the yanks
2. Jeff: “no jeff, dont do it!
3. Dog: somebody i wish i could forget
4. Warm apple pie: the pie fucking scene in American Pie
5. Socks: gina's toe socks
6. Fish: sushi
7. Nail: nine inches? old school mind you, prior to them naming thier albums after the state of thier careers ( further down the infinite spiral is an example of a name fitting a career move)
8. Amanda: a not so subtle way of sayign your a dude
9. Swimming: skinny
10. Bologna: o s c a r
11. Giant Eagle: The nations bird
12. A nun: my grade school. Fat d, donna marie, the fatest nun that you'll EVER see!
13. The # 69 fantisy is soo much better than reality
14. School: socialization
*Creative Q's*
1. If you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why?: walk on the moon
2. What color do you think best describes you and why?: black. its base, but overpowering, it
3. If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing: sleeping
4. Would you ever share you heart completely with someone else? If yes- who~* if no- why not? i'd like to, i just dunno who.
5. Which sense could you not live without, and why?: hearing the ability to hear music, voices, the tones of voices, is too much for me to bear…
6. Have you ever written on a mirror? If so what did you write?: when i was younger, usually psuedo oriental characters.
7. If you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours, what would it be and why?: no regrets, must have no regrets.
8. Do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cozy bed indoors?: my cozy bed.
9. What is the most beautiful thing in the world?: reality. There is beauty in everything, you just need to be able to see it.
10. Name one person whose changed your life for the better: meg.
11. What can someone do to you that would turn you on fully- physically or mentally- or both?: be vocal.
12. If you knew you were going to pass away within the next few days, what would be the last thing you say, and who would you say that to?: nothing. my passing wont have much of an impact.
13. What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood your in?: i dunno anymore
14. If you could meet anyone, past or present, dead or alive, who would you meet and why?: I have to pick one??? dont know really....
15. And finally, what makes you you?: my sense of honor. my sense of respect. my ability to stand for what i believe in.
1. nicknames: Ray, Roc, Rev,
2. city and state born in: Elizabeth NJ
3. state you live in now: roselle, NJ
4. birthdate: oct 21 1983
5. astrological sign: libra, the scale
6. school: presently transferin fro mrutgers to kean. rutgers swallows your soul and gives you the scarlet herp
7. hobbies: reading, writing, martial arts, music, gaming, wrestling, meditating, dancing
8. sports that you play and/or like to watch: wrestling, football,
9. height: 6
10. eye color: brown
11. shoe size: 12-13
12. right or lefty: righty
*What....*
1. What do you think of the way you look?: overweight, oddly shaped head, that aside, i'm not awful lookin, i just dont think i'm more than average
2. What do you think about your attitude?: i'm too nice to people that deserve to have thier teeth kicked in. seems i'd rather suffer myself than bother somebody else
3. What do you think about life after death?: i think i'm goign to hell ( if there is one)
4. What do you think about karma?: every religion believes in karma of soem sort. thing is, is it simply a way to justify telling somebody that they must behave, or is it something that has actually been seen in effect.
5. What do you think about love?: its always one sided, love is pain, suffering, its that which is the source of our greatest strength and our most exploitable weakness.
6. What do you think about fate?: i believe that there is fate adn it has soem effect on life, but it only leads you thus far. that aside you choose and guide it . you make the big choices..
7. What do you think about yourself?: mr cellophane.
8. What do you tell yourself if times get hard?: depends, soemtimes i tell my self i must survive because i cant lose now, and other times i tell myself i'm a failure
9. What would you give your life for?: love, to save another person, to redeam what i've done with my life, to give it meaning, to try to find redemption.
10. What do you think about your first love?: wish i'd find it. i've spent too much time chasing rainbows.
11. What do you think about the first person that loved you?: outside of family. the first gal to love me, i turned my back on because i felt she could do better. that i wasnt enough for her. i've seen/heard about her lately. she's a waste of sperm.
12. What are you scared of?: life.
13. What was the saddest moment of your life so far?: realizing i'm a fake, not in the i'm a social tool aspect, fake in that what you percieve of me, is not what is.
14. What would life be without friends?: lonley, but survivable, you'd just come out like how i feel.
15. Without family?: see above, but amplify is because u actually have a blood tie to them.
*The Dream Side of You*
1. Do you dream a lot at night?: yes, but not that i remember most of them
2. Do you dream in black and white, or color?: color
3. Do you remember any of your dreams?: some of them.
4. Where is your dream make out spot?: out walking around some body of water in the snow. not to ofar fro mcivilization, but far enough that it almost seems distant.
5. What is your dream kiss like? i'm not answering this.
6. What is your dream job?: a teacher. sounds sappy, but i like the illusion that i might be able to change the world, influence a life, and make it better somehow.
7. Where is your dream house?: a penthouse in a city full of life, where i woudl be able to overlook either the skyline or a body of water.
8. Where is your dream vacation?: wherever. i dont terribly get much vaction dream time.
9. Do you believe that your dreams are a gateway to your soul?: i hope not. i dream about my death, or solitude a lot. you're not supposed to but i've seen myself get shot point blank i nthe chest what does that say about your soul.
*Do you...*
1. Do you write in a journal or diary?: this if it counts.
2. Do you keep an organizer?: yeah, but i dont use it often.
3. Do you believe in love at first sight?: I have to, it's oen of the things that keeps me going.
4. Do you believe that every person has one soul mate: maybe. doesnt mean that the soul mate isnt halfway aroudn the world layign in a ditch in the sahara.
5. Do you believe in god?: i believe in a greater force, but not in any organization
6. Do you believe in everyone (even the beyond helpless)?: i have to, i believe in the human spirit, but i'm not a dolt. i know most people cant be trusted. its a contradiction. i realize.
7. Do you believe in having a good education?: both in intelligence and in wisdom.
8. Do you believe in horoscopes?: i dont like the idea of me not being in charge of my own destiny.
9. Do you believe in yourself?: sometimes. but i for the most part at least show that i do. i have great faith in my inner strength to allow me to survive.
10. Do you cry easily?: No.
11. Do you believe in Heaven?: rarely.
12. Do you believe in Hell?: unfortunately i definately believe in a hell.
13. Do you believe in reincarnation?: i believe its a possibility. just hope you dont come back as a walrus or camel..
*Favorites*
1. favorite day of the week: Friday
2. favorite ice-cream: butter pecan
3. favorite movies: depends on th emood.
4. favorite actors: John Cusak, The Rock, Jhonny Depp
5. favorite actresses: Meg Ryan
6. favorite quote: All our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We danced to a song of heartbreak and hope. All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect, who might be searching for us. (wonder years)
7. favorite songs: again.. depends on the mood, presently. I Hate Everythign About You, Amazed, The Reason
8. favorite music groups: rotates
9. favorite music singers: Sarah rotates
10. favorite holiday: not a big holiday person...
11. favorite season: winter
12. favorite colors: blacks, whites, and grays
13. favorite flowers: black not fully bloomed roses, not dread black, but dark blue, maybe they only exist in my imaginiation..
14. favorite book: i have a lot of them.
15. favorite school subject: Psychology, literatures, and sociology
*When you hear ___ you think of..*
1. Baseball: god i hate the yanks
2. Jeff: “no jeff, dont do it!
3. Dog: somebody i wish i could forget
4. Warm apple pie: the pie fucking scene in American Pie
5. Socks: gina's toe socks
6. Fish: sushi
7. Nail: nine inches? old school mind you, prior to them naming thier albums after the state of thier careers ( further down the infinite spiral is an example of a name fitting a career move)
8. Amanda: a not so subtle way of sayign your a dude
9. Swimming: skinny
10. Bologna: o s c a r
11. Giant Eagle: The nations bird
12. A nun: my grade school. Fat d, donna marie, the fatest nun that you'll EVER see!
13. The # 69 fantisy is soo much better than reality
14. School: socialization
*Creative Q's*
1. If you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why?: walk on the moon
2. What color do you think best describes you and why?: black. its base, but overpowering, it
3. If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing: sleeping
4. Would you ever share you heart completely with someone else? If yes- who~* if no- why not? i'd like to, i just dunno who.
5. Which sense could you not live without, and why?: hearing the ability to hear music, voices, the tones of voices, is too much for me to bear…
6. Have you ever written on a mirror? If so what did you write?: when i was younger, usually psuedo oriental characters.
7. If you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours, what would it be and why?: no regrets, must have no regrets.
8. Do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cozy bed indoors?: my cozy bed.
9. What is the most beautiful thing in the world?: reality. There is beauty in everything, you just need to be able to see it.
10. Name one person whose changed your life for the better: meg.
11. What can someone do to you that would turn you on fully- physically or mentally- or both?: be vocal.
12. If you knew you were going to pass away within the next few days, what would be the last thing you say, and who would you say that to?: nothing. my passing wont have much of an impact.
13. What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood your in?: i dunno anymore
14. If you could meet anyone, past or present, dead or alive, who would you meet and why?: I have to pick one??? dont know really....
15. And finally, what makes you you?: my sense of honor. my sense of respect. my ability to stand for what i believe in.