Mar 10, 2004 18:39
It not fair god! Its not fair. My gramma works so hard and does so much but she just gets shit on! I had a great dya righ..and play practice was good too, until the end. I called and my gramma said she had to pick us up, so i go and tell Nikki and my teacher Mrs. Muir goes "uh oh" And i asked her why and she told me because we both know(nikki and me) that Gramma has bad moods and is mean to nicole..i just stood there shocked, it was like a stab to the heart. My favorite teacher calling my grandmother mean when shes never meet her. I shook my head at her indicating no and she then goes " well you dont have to life with her!" Like I dont know what shes like??? ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR GOD!! SHE GOD DAMN RAISED ME UP TILL I WAS 10 AND THEY SAY I DONT KONW HER!!! WELL FUCK YOU WORLD! My gramma works so god damn hard!! Mrs. Muir only knows nikkis FUCKING LIEING Story..and she'll never know the real one cause whos gonna tell her me?? THen Guess what..the same thing that always happens will happen...ill be the bitch who wants attention..ill be the bad one! AS ALWAYS. Of course mrs. Muir doesnt know the other story..theo ne of my cousin calling my gramma a fucking bitch everyday, the one of my cousin telling my gramma to die, the one of my gramma buying them whatever they want even though her bank is slowing getting dried up, the story of my gramma dying because of emphasema and that she only hsa 2 more years to live. I CANT STOP FUCKING CRYING!! MY FAVORITE TEACHER IN TEH WORLD THINKS MY GRANDMOTHER IS EVIL!! ITS NOT FAIR GOD MY GRAMMA WORKED TOO HARD FOR THIS! SHES PUT UP WITH SO MUCH IN HER LIFE..she is one of the best people i know..she is my role model!!!!!I LOVE HER SO DAMN MUCH IT HURTS..and because of this..THIS FUCKING INSULTE CAUSE OF MY COUSIN..im siting here screaming and balwing my eyes out...and asking god and my dead grampa WHY THIS BULLSHIT HAS TO HAPPEN TO A LADY LIKE HER! ITS NOT FAIR MRS. MUIR ONLY HEARD NIKKIS SOTRY AND THATS THE ONLY ONE SHE EVER GONNA! ITS NOT FAIR SHE THINKS NICOLE IS PERFECT AND NICE WHEN SHE CUSES ME OUT EVERYDAY.............i really cant go on like this...there is no point ..when a woman like my grandmother is depicted as an evil bitchy thing when she is not! WHEN TEH REAL RAT IS MY COUSIN..the fucking one that i will always be in her shadow..that no one will like me better than her...that everyone will believe her..even my favorite teacher..even when my cousin tells everyone im a whore and abitch...no..because in this world there is no god ..DO YOU FUCKING HERE ME NO GOD!!!!!!!