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I have entirely too much time on my hands. that picture thing i spent forever on didn't work. i'm angry but if you'd like to see it let me know. nonetheless today was ok. it had its beyond wonderful parts and then parts that weren't so wonderful. but that's ok. i suppose it balanced out nicely. my eyes were supposed to be black and white too, but when i flipped it, one of them look all deformed so that's the reason for the colored...i mean, i meant it that way of course. meh.
there are just certain things i know i'm not supposed to hear, things i'm not supposed to know about...at all. but i do. and it bothered me all last night and all of today. i have so many questions for them. questions i'll never be able to ask because i shouldn't know to begin with. i can't decide if i'm better off knowing or not. i guess it depends on what happens. it's very surreal right now. very surreal.
there are just certain things i know i'm not supposed to hear, things i'm not supposed to know about...at all. but i do. and it bothered me all last night and all of today. i have so many questions for them. questions i'll never be able to ask because i shouldn't know to begin with. i can't decide if i'm better off knowing or not. i guess it depends on what happens. it's very surreal right now. very surreal.