~Very. Invisible.~
Wow. So long since I last updated this. Anyway, the talent show went by..didn't play it. Derek has practically replaced Corey. Still gettin' treated like shit though. Well..eh, there's not much for me to say. I hate this whole fucking town, just like Kellie does, and obviously except for my friends. Well, real friends. Kellie told me Jacob was pissed at her..so I try and talk to him, he acts like an asshole. I'll talk to him tomorrow. I'm not even gonna put Kim in this entry cause it isn't worth it..heh. I went from gothic freak to emo boy, but who's really keeping track? but anyway, more of what has happened..Christina went back out with Derek for about a month. He breaks her heart. She gets pissed at Pam. Kyle hates christina, so I'm like one of her only friends now. Kyle thinks she deserves it..but, I'll just keep being there for her I guess, it's what's right I guess. Oh well, I'm sick of teen age bullshit..and I don't really wanna grow up. I haven't been writing much lately..I'm so fucking confused. What I do write..isn't all that well. Heh, I wish I had nothing to do with anyone. I wish no one knew my name. I wish I wasn't here. I just want to be with my friends, no one else. I wish they made cures for life, cause I'm getting sick from it. Everyone gets sick once in awhile, ya know? Oh well. I'll just play out my life until something good happens I guess. But for now I'll ignore the fever. Also..about the kim thing, I was actually happy for once..didn't even last a week. Am I destined to feel worthless? and like a loser? I know I'm not a loser..I've already been convinced I'm not by my friends and I'll take their words for it I guess. I can't wait for summer..where I won't have to see everyone from school..just my friends, just the way it should be. "Forever is never too long to wait for something perfect".