ive been crying all day because im so emoooooooo. not righ tmike.
so, i had my 'operation' if you want to call it that. it was the most painful thing i ever experienced in my whole life. the doctor put a screen thing over my ankles so i couldnt see what they were doing. :) but they did numb it when they had to use the lazer. um when i actully opened my eyes i saw the guys gove and it was like red. with blood. omg ow. so after that was done my dad had to give me his fireman carry out of the stupid place into my moms car which is like so small and i was crying because i was scared. for what? idn. then i came home and sat myself down on the couch with my foot elevated on about 10 pillows, we got my moms old crutches and im getting around the house with those. i didnt go to school today. fuck school, its such a waste of time. i want to live in like egypt. actully no because its hot there. anyway i opened my presents from lisa & rachel. <3 i love them. rachel got me a pink sweatband with a star on it and the amp mag with hh on the cover. love. but i already have it. lol, common how could i miss it? but twos better than one right? lisa got me this sick handsoap. in spanish i was like using my antibacterial hand stuff and shes like you like to be clean dont you? and i was like actully i do. so it was nice. now im sitting here bored. kelseys skipped school with me. but shes still sleeping. god how to people sleep so freakin late? i woke up at 7 this morning. OMG I CANT WAIT TILL CHRISTMAS YOU BITCHESZ! i know what im getting because i like.. found them?
ive been really upset, number uno because i was skimming through andys journal and i saw someone elses and i clicked. and i was like oh, i see this kid everywhere.. and i read a couple entries and i was like woah. hes pretty mint. (actully i said cool) he goes to shows, moshs, likes music a lot, nicee :) so i told my cousin and we were with some friends. then they made this paragraph up like made me look like a stalker. and commented in his journal with it! he doenst even know my name. whatever, i cant regret things like i used to. but i just hope that he reads this and knows that im not a stalker and possibly deletes them so people i know do to.
;) thanx life.
ive been really upset, number uno because i was skimming through andys journal and i saw someone elses and i clicked. and i was like oh, i see this kid everywhere.. and i read a couple entries and i was like woah. hes pretty mint. (actully i said cool) he goes to shows, moshs, likes music a lot, nicee :) so i told my cousin and we were with some friends. then they made this paragraph up like made me look like a stalker. and commented in his journal with it! he doenst even know my name. whatever, i cant regret things like i used to. but i just hope that he reads this and knows that im not a stalker and possibly deletes them so people i know do to.
;) thanx life.