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one might ask why i am online at such a time. i am on yet again in business clase. :)
this week has been pretty good. i realized that when i get annoyied i tend to get mad at people. like angelina whos butts into my business all the time. shes like peering at my screen right now, and i have no control over my choice of words to her. i tend to speak my mind which i guess your suposed to do, but your not taught to. but ANYWAY. tomorrow im going to the mall with jared to get adris present. BUT okay this my problem: my mother, wont let me go in cars with students, or anyone under the age of 30 for that matter. her excuse is 'she doesn't trust the other people on the road' (epecially this time of year) people offer to give me rides home and to school in the morning, but i cant because my mom wont let me. its so sad. everyone else does and i cant. its not like jared just got his licence. hes almost 17 and a half. hes been driving since he was 16. i dont think my moms swurving skills are any better than his.. so now im going with lauren & him so that i can go w/ them because her mom doenst care. jared lives down her street. but i really want differnet friends than lauren because we have all the same friends and we do everything together and sometimes it just feels like i cant be myself.. she wont let me go to shows either, because .. um the only place around here is the webster, and her excuse then was it was in the 'ghetto' then i asked if i could go to one at the toads place and she said no, because it was too far, after she said wait till they come to the webster. GOD i hate how im so overprotected, my dad doesn't care about anything like that. so yesterday after practice i asked if she could pick up some burger king and shes like well isnt your father making dinner and i was like idn let me ask, so i did and he was so then my moms like make sure you check next time, and i was like sorry i guess i learnded my lesson and then shes like you've been a bitch ass week and then she hung up. ok i wonder why im a bitch ? because your making me have no social life, because you cant let go of my fucking hand for 2 seconds. wait till im older.
i did my term paper at like 10 last night. after i watched the OC which was a good one.
.... is so hot, i cant hold it in anymore.
i really really really hope it snows tomorrow night.
i have surgery on wednesday so i probley won't update till then.
<3
oh yeah, and i bought the hellogoodbye cd finally! after ive been looking high and low. and its awesome even though is uber short :D i urge you to buy it.
this week has been pretty good. i realized that when i get annoyied i tend to get mad at people. like angelina whos butts into my business all the time. shes like peering at my screen right now, and i have no control over my choice of words to her. i tend to speak my mind which i guess your suposed to do, but your not taught to. but ANYWAY. tomorrow im going to the mall with jared to get adris present. BUT okay this my problem: my mother, wont let me go in cars with students, or anyone under the age of 30 for that matter. her excuse is 'she doesn't trust the other people on the road' (epecially this time of year) people offer to give me rides home and to school in the morning, but i cant because my mom wont let me. its so sad. everyone else does and i cant. its not like jared just got his licence. hes almost 17 and a half. hes been driving since he was 16. i dont think my moms swurving skills are any better than his.. so now im going with lauren & him so that i can go w/ them because her mom doenst care. jared lives down her street. but i really want differnet friends than lauren because we have all the same friends and we do everything together and sometimes it just feels like i cant be myself.. she wont let me go to shows either, because .. um the only place around here is the webster, and her excuse then was it was in the 'ghetto' then i asked if i could go to one at the toads place and she said no, because it was too far, after she said wait till they come to the webster. GOD i hate how im so overprotected, my dad doesn't care about anything like that. so yesterday after practice i asked if she could pick up some burger king and shes like well isnt your father making dinner and i was like idn let me ask, so i did and he was so then my moms like make sure you check next time, and i was like sorry i guess i learnded my lesson and then shes like you've been a bitch ass week and then she hung up. ok i wonder why im a bitch ? because your making me have no social life, because you cant let go of my fucking hand for 2 seconds. wait till im older.
i did my term paper at like 10 last night. after i watched the OC which was a good one.
.... is so hot, i cant hold it in anymore.
i really really really hope it snows tomorrow night.
i have surgery on wednesday so i probley won't update till then.
<3
oh yeah, and i bought the hellogoodbye cd finally! after ive been looking high and low. and its awesome even though is uber short :D i urge you to buy it.