Jul 23, 2007 19:03
Travel stresses and I think the entire country in one day would tire anyone. My world explodes again and again when my stress climaxes. I operate within this stress with surprising speed, consideration of my options and courses of action.
After a day home, seeing family I realize how much I need the support of my family, especially at this emotionally and financially unstable time in my life. I will try to finish the next 6 months. Watching my moods carefully and researching new jobs closer to home.
I don't need to punish or deny myself of pleasure and happiness for something I don't remember doing wrong. I attempt to rediscover the middle path, that of moderation.