random randomness
ok im bored and im at work. i hate this job with a passion and i have about a month left here. and then i'll get my life back. i just hate being stuck in this office all day sitting down and being quiet, im too young for this shit. well i think so. i just want to be loud and go where ever the hell i want to. ya i'll miss the money, but i'll still have the other job and still make money there. ill be fine.
this weekend is my cousins 15th bday party. the party is going to be at a club, its going to be soooo much fun. i requested the whole weekend off so that makes it even more enjoyable, so i can def get fucked up on sat even tho my parents will be there..ill work around them. and plus i can act sober around them, it def wont be the first time. lol
ok so have you ever fallen for someone you know you never should have and you hate yourself for doing so???...well ya..thats me now. someone at work has gotten to me and i hate it because i get really jealous when the focus is not on me and then i go out of my way to walk over there and get the attention back on me. lol its a mess. and i seriously get so fucken jealous. its ridiculous. i need to stop tho because i dont really think its going to go anywhere, but there are times where it gets intense and it seems like we're about to go back in the stockroom and fuck..lol but then again it just seems like a flirtatious friendship. i dont know i guess ill just take it as it comes....
now that i think about it, fucking in the back stockroom would be kinda hott not mention kinda kinky..lol
ok moving on..
i got my Buffy season 1-4 in the mail yesterday and ive started to watch them. i wish i could just stay home and watch but no i have to come to this shit hole. and then i have to work tonight also so i probably wont watch any tonight..grrr
this past weekend was fun. it was good to hang out with everybody and we exchanged Secret Santa names. and i got **********..lol j/k... i'll never tell. but it was so much fun. we had a couple of drinks and like always i was the one that was the most sober :D whats new.lol
ok well i dont know what else to talk about right now. so until then...
25 more days till Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this weekend is my cousins 15th bday party. the party is going to be at a club, its going to be soooo much fun. i requested the whole weekend off so that makes it even more enjoyable, so i can def get fucked up on sat even tho my parents will be there..ill work around them. and plus i can act sober around them, it def wont be the first time. lol
ok so have you ever fallen for someone you know you never should have and you hate yourself for doing so???...well ya..thats me now. someone at work has gotten to me and i hate it because i get really jealous when the focus is not on me and then i go out of my way to walk over there and get the attention back on me. lol its a mess. and i seriously get so fucken jealous. its ridiculous. i need to stop tho because i dont really think its going to go anywhere, but there are times where it gets intense and it seems like we're about to go back in the stockroom and fuck..lol but then again it just seems like a flirtatious friendship. i dont know i guess ill just take it as it comes....
now that i think about it, fucking in the back stockroom would be kinda hott not mention kinda kinky..lol
ok moving on..
i got my Buffy season 1-4 in the mail yesterday and ive started to watch them. i wish i could just stay home and watch but no i have to come to this shit hole. and then i have to work tonight also so i probably wont watch any tonight..grrr
this past weekend was fun. it was good to hang out with everybody and we exchanged Secret Santa names. and i got **********..lol j/k... i'll never tell. but it was so much fun. we had a couple of drinks and like always i was the one that was the most sober :D whats new.lol
ok well i dont know what else to talk about right now. so until then...
25 more days till Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!