josh
this is for the one person that i love the most.
so last night i opened my mouth and said some things that i shouldnt have. and i know i cant take it back but i wish i could. some times i just open my mouth and dont think of what comes out or how its going to hurt people i just talk. i need to learn how to stop doing that and how to just get over things and not get so mad that i want to hurt other poeple. i need you around me even when im pissed off. even if i call you names and try to make you feel bad it doesnt work. i dont want you to leave me. all i want is to be with you forever. i hope that you know that and this comes from my heart. just know that i love you and always will. you are stuck with me forever!!! every day i wake up and think how lucky i am to have some one like you and than i think about all the shit i say thats mean and it hurts me on the inside to know that i say some of those things. i never ever want to hurt you ever in my life. its the last thing that i want to do. so let me apologize for everything i've said that has cuased you pain. you dont deserve any of it. you deserve happiness and everything good in your life. from now on im going to make you the happiest guy to ever live on the face of the earth. you deserve nothing less. i love you with my whole heart. forever and for always.
so last night i opened my mouth and said some things that i shouldnt have. and i know i cant take it back but i wish i could. some times i just open my mouth and dont think of what comes out or how its going to hurt people i just talk. i need to learn how to stop doing that and how to just get over things and not get so mad that i want to hurt other poeple. i need you around me even when im pissed off. even if i call you names and try to make you feel bad it doesnt work. i dont want you to leave me. all i want is to be with you forever. i hope that you know that and this comes from my heart. just know that i love you and always will. you are stuck with me forever!!! every day i wake up and think how lucky i am to have some one like you and than i think about all the shit i say thats mean and it hurts me on the inside to know that i say some of those things. i never ever want to hurt you ever in my life. its the last thing that i want to do. so let me apologize for everything i've said that has cuased you pain. you dont deserve any of it. you deserve happiness and everything good in your life. from now on im going to make you the happiest guy to ever live on the face of the earth. you deserve nothing less. i love you with my whole heart. forever and for always.