Mar 20, 2005 00:19
well on my way to proving myself to him. i've got to make it more apparent than anything that a future with him is what i want the most. more than anything. in my entire life.
i live. i learn. i make mistakes. i acknowledge they're mistakes and i fix myself.
so i've decided to start trying to surround myself in every positive thing i can think of. learn good things that i can carry on into a healthy, happy, successful relationship.
i'm going to surround myself with arts and crafts types of things. home improvement. knitting. learning. being a girl scouts volunteer.
and now that i think about it, my plan to be in the behind-the-scenes-music-industry doesn't suit me well anymore. i'm actively looking into being a dental hygienist or a mortician.