lost my mind

[atopimpben]

I think this semester is already getting to me. I'm just so busy all the time. Between Senior Presentation, Student Directing, all my other classes, homework, APO, my new job in the Library, Baby Journals, Senate, Habitat for Humanities (which I'm still trying to find time for) I just don't have time to breath. Have you ever been walking somewhere... say, to one of the many, many things you have to go to and just sort of drifted off? Then by the time you get there you totally can't remember how you got there? Kinda like blacking out but without drinking anything. Well, that seems to be happening to me everywhere I go. Also, I can't seem to focus on anything anymore. This could be all a sign that my brain is totally fried but I think it's more likely that all this stress is actually getting to me for once. I've never really been a person to crumble under pressure but there's a first time for everything. The only thing that seems to be helping is that one or two times a day when I can just chill out with my homies like Steph and Brittany for five minutes or so. Thank goodness for those two. If it wasn't for them I'm sure I would just lock myself in my room and keep ridiculously loud music playing 24/7 so I wouldn't be able to hear the knocking.

Oh well, I guess. That's just the way life works sometimes. Well, I am actually procrastinating doing something by writing this so I better get to work. If you ever see me drifting through the halls with drool coming out my mouth please just try to shake me out of it and point me in the right direction. And with that.... I'm out! HollER!

~Ben

"When I come back like Jordan
Wearing the 45
It ain't to play games with you
It's to aim at you."
~Jay-Z