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My name is Dylan James Michal and I don’t have any clue where my destiny leads. I come from a middle of the road, middle class, white family of five. I live in the suburbs in a mid-sized house. I don’t have any interesting heritage or fascinating family stories. I don’t have many interesting talents. I don’t play sports, don’t get good grades, and I haven’t had any amazing jobs to reference. The only things special in my life are the things people don’t really look at, i.e. the people closest to me (and they know who they are). I would like to say I have an interesting personality, or that I think about things differently than other people, but what have I done or produced to show that? Even my photography, which is the one thing in the world that I absolutely love doing isn’t as good as id like it to be. It is good, but its not spectacular, it doesn’t stand out or get remembered. I try so hard at it, but I can never find that one thing that every artist searches for. Why not? How can other artists produce this perfect work that stands out from other artists. Why is mine good, but just as good? I have no idea what I’m going to do after college, or even after high school, but I need to find my muse. I need to find some sort of meaning for the things that I think about. It seems like all I can do is feel sorry for myself and produce just as good work.