BEFORE READING MY POST, PLEASE NOTE THESE TRIGGER WARNINGS: • ritual abuse • child abuse • bullying
ABOUT ME: NAME/NICKNAME: Tala AGE & LOCATION: Florida, 29. GENDER IDENTITY & PREFERRED PRONOUNS: Male OCCUPATION/STUDYING: Retail
MORE ABOUT ME: DESCRIBE MYSELF IN FIVE WORDS: artistic, creative, different, introverted, dog... like. HOBBIES & PASTTIMES: reading, art, creating things, animal rights, vegan cooking, some older anime, beaches, tattoos, spirituality, glbt rights, lots of other stuff too. FIVE FAVOURITE BOOKS: American Gods, Good Omens, Speak, The Wild Road, Ratha's Creature, starting to read Game of Thrones. FIVE FAVOURITE MOVIES: Terminator 1 and 2, Blow, Hurt Locker, U571, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Megamind - to name a few. FIVE FAVOURITE TV SHOWS: Uh.... Sopranos, Buffy, Supernatural (just started), Fullmetal Alchemist, and some others.. I no longer watch/own a TV but I have Netflix. FIVE FAVOURITE MUSICIANS/BANDS: Live, Counting Crows, Nirvana, Foo Fighters, Fuel, Bush, Red Hot Chili Peppers, lots and lots of 90s stuff.
THINKING ABOUT GOOD THINGS: THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MYSELF: I'm a survivor, the fact I can draw and write kinda... THREE THINGS MY FRIENDS WOULD SAY ABOUT ME: I'm different.. not in that special snowflake kind of way.. just.. really different, pretty dependable, a typical Scorpio..., THREE THINGS I'M GOOD AT: 9_6.. drawing, maybe, and making vegan food. THREE THINGS I'M GRATEFUL FOR: My friends, my dad, my cat, my talents, being able to communicate with my guide, being on my own, ect. THREE THINGS THAT I'M PASSIONATE ABOUT: Everything I'm a Scorpio. :| THREE GOOD THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO ME THIS WEEK: I managed to do okay so far with the moving out thing and living on my own (I moved out 1000 some miles away from home into my own apartment (from Maryland to Florida) a few weeks ago, I got to hang out with my good long time friend, I got the correct gender marker on my new Florida drivers license. (I was/(am?) FtM but long passing since..., Florida's laws require a bit more headaches than Maryland but I got that shit DONE.)
THE DIFFICULT STUFF (TRIGGER WARNINGS AHEAD): MY MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES IN A NUTSHELL: PTSD, anxeity issues through the roof, and transgender shit that sucks. I'm usually always panicing on some level and I wish ~breathing~ would make it go away. A lot of my issues usually go with the physical.. so I never really know if I'm sick or about to have a massive panic attack. It rarely goes mental.. but when it does its awful :(. I'M A SURVIVOR OF: child abuse, bullying, ritual abuse, and transitioning from female to male. MY TRIGGERS SO THAT YOU'RE AWARE OF THEM (OPTIONAL): I don't think anything written will really 'trigger' me. Unless you call me a herm and then tell me if it bothers me that I need to grow some 'thicker skin'. That or other spiritual shit I don't wanna get into in here. But I doubt it'll happen. Hah. MEDICATIONS THAT I AM ON (OPTIONAL): Testosterone, was on BuSpar but it was giving me muscle spasms and i had to drop it.. Used to be on Valium for years and it was the one drug that really worked but they took me off it because they though I would abuse it. OTHER HEALTH ISSUES (OPTIONAL): FtM crap. IBS. Conic knee pain. i can't remember what its called. Some kind of condition in my knees that's incurable. I hope living in Florida makes it easier. OTHER THINGS THAT YOU SHOULD KNOW (PLEASE NOTE NECESSARY TRIGGER WARNINGS IF APPLICABLE): Again, into Animal Rights/Vegan, trans-man~ although I don't call myself that.. I'm just me. But sometimes I do talk about some of the things I deal with in this pink and blue world. I'm also into pagan-spooky stuff and once and a while you'll see me talk about somebody or something and might find it hard to figure out wtf I'm talking about. tldr; I'm in a spirit-lover relationship with this being I call Aubrey. I've been with him since I was 16. I'm almost 30. I don't think this is ever going to change :P.
EASIER STUFF: HOW I RUN MY JOURNAL: (for instance: filters, how often you post, how often you comment, things that you talk about on your journal, etc) I update pretty often I think, I have one spirit filter but you're not missing much, I comment when I can. I talk about anything under the sun on my journal. Its pretty random. FRIENDING POLICIES: Don't argue with my other friends because I won't get involved, and uh, be nice C:..? THINGS I WILL NOT TOLERATE ON MY JOURNAL: Arguing with my other friends.. again I won't get involved. ANYTHING ELSE: I DON'T KNOW D:.
POST SOMETHING THAT MADE YOU SMILE TODAY: I was driving to the beach and I saw these older Muslim men riding bikes in all our dress attire with sunglasses on in front of a VERY religious huge Christian church C:. I assume they were going to ride along the beach too. Hee. <3
you seem quite lovely and things that you've mentioned are things i've also experienced. and i, too, am into spooky, kooky pagan stuff. my post is here if you wish to read. and if i sound like someone you'd like to get to know - friends? :-)
Awh thanks :3, you do too. I was half awake when I was reading the other posts so I was going to get to them after I woke up. I'd love to add you. ~Friends :D. If you ever have any questions about my stuff just ask.
• ritual abuse
• child abuse
• bullying
ABOUT ME:
NAME/NICKNAME: Tala
AGE & LOCATION: Florida, 29.
GENDER IDENTITY & PREFERRED PRONOUNS: Male
OCCUPATION/STUDYING: Retail
MORE ABOUT ME:
DESCRIBE MYSELF IN FIVE WORDS: artistic, creative, different, introverted, dog... like.
HOBBIES & PASTTIMES: reading, art, creating things, animal rights, vegan cooking, some older anime, beaches, tattoos, spirituality, glbt rights, lots of other stuff too.
FIVE FAVOURITE BOOKS: American Gods, Good Omens, Speak, The Wild Road, Ratha's Creature, starting to read Game of Thrones.
FIVE FAVOURITE MOVIES: Terminator 1 and 2, Blow, Hurt Locker, U571, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Megamind - to name a few.
FIVE FAVOURITE TV SHOWS: Uh.... Sopranos, Buffy, Supernatural (just started), Fullmetal Alchemist, and some others.. I no longer watch/own a TV but I have Netflix.
FIVE FAVOURITE MUSICIANS/BANDS: Live, Counting Crows, Nirvana, Foo Fighters, Fuel, Bush, Red Hot Chili Peppers, lots and lots of 90s stuff.
THINKING ABOUT GOOD THINGS:
THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MYSELF: I'm a survivor, the fact I can draw and write kinda...
THREE THINGS MY FRIENDS WOULD SAY ABOUT ME: I'm different.. not in that special snowflake kind of way.. just.. really different, pretty dependable, a typical Scorpio...,
THREE THINGS I'M GOOD AT: 9_6.. drawing, maybe, and making vegan food.
THREE THINGS I'M GRATEFUL FOR: My friends, my dad, my cat, my talents, being able to communicate with my guide, being on my own, ect.
THREE THINGS THAT I'M PASSIONATE ABOUT: Everything I'm a Scorpio. :|
THREE GOOD THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO ME THIS WEEK: I managed to do okay so far with the moving out thing and living on my own (I moved out 1000 some miles away from home into my own apartment (from Maryland to Florida) a few weeks ago, I got to hang out with my good long time friend, I got the correct gender marker on my new Florida drivers license. (I was/(am?) FtM but long passing since..., Florida's laws require a bit more headaches than Maryland but I got that shit DONE.)
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MY MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES IN A NUTSHELL: PTSD, anxeity issues through the roof, and transgender shit that sucks. I'm usually always panicing on some level and I wish ~breathing~ would make it go away. A lot of my issues usually go with the physical.. so I never really know if I'm sick or about to have a massive panic attack. It rarely goes mental.. but when it does its awful :(.
I'M A SURVIVOR OF: child abuse, bullying, ritual abuse, and transitioning from female to male.
MY TRIGGERS SO THAT YOU'RE AWARE OF THEM (OPTIONAL): I don't think anything written will really 'trigger' me. Unless you call me a herm and then tell me if it bothers me that I need to grow some 'thicker skin'. That or other spiritual shit I don't wanna get into in here. But I doubt it'll happen. Hah.
MEDICATIONS THAT I AM ON (OPTIONAL): Testosterone, was on BuSpar but it was giving me muscle spasms and i had to drop it.. Used to be on Valium for years and it was the one drug that really worked but they took me off it because they though I would abuse it.
OTHER HEALTH ISSUES (OPTIONAL): FtM crap. IBS. Conic knee pain. i can't remember what its called. Some kind of condition in my knees that's incurable. I hope living in Florida makes it easier.
OTHER THINGS THAT YOU SHOULD KNOW (PLEASE NOTE NECESSARY TRIGGER WARNINGS IF APPLICABLE): Again, into Animal Rights/Vegan, trans-man~ although I don't call myself that.. I'm just me. But sometimes I do talk about some of the things I deal with in this pink and blue world. I'm also into pagan-spooky stuff and once and a while you'll see me talk about somebody or something and might find it hard to figure out wtf I'm talking about. tldr; I'm in a spirit-lover relationship with this being I call Aubrey. I've been with him since I was 16. I'm almost 30. I don't think this is ever going to change :P.
EASIER STUFF:
HOW I RUN MY JOURNAL: (for instance: filters, how often you post, how often you comment, things that you talk about on your journal, etc) I update pretty often I think, I have one spirit filter but you're not missing much, I comment when I can. I talk about anything under the sun on my journal. Its pretty random.
FRIENDING POLICIES: Don't argue with my other friends because I won't get involved, and uh, be nice C:..?
THINGS I WILL NOT TOLERATE ON MY JOURNAL: Arguing with my other friends.. again I won't get involved.
ANYTHING ELSE: I DON'T KNOW D:.
POST SOMETHING THAT MADE YOU SMILE TODAY:
I was driving to the beach and I saw these older Muslim men riding bikes in all our dress attire with sunglasses on in front of a VERY religious huge Christian church C:. I assume they were going to ride along the beach too. Hee. <3
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