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Everything i live for is taken away from me.
i don't get what i want. and people could give a shit about it. or me.
my dad biggest concern = grades
my biggest concern = dwelling on how much i hate everyone/everything
shoot me in the face.plz?
i'd be your best friend.
i used to not care. or at least i said that. now i honestly could give less then a fuck about. anything, anyone or life in general.
in school i tried. i got a 3.6 freshy year at the begin. then i just stoped doing anything then i almost failed like 4 classes til my dad got invovled and started making my life a living hell. then beginning of this year he didn't care again. til progress reports then he was on my ass like nothing else. and i still didn't try, and still don't now im pulling some 2.6 and yeh i dono wat im talking about. i need to go to germany i need a 2.8 but i don't think i can do it.sounds realy easy but i have like 3 papers.. and ...wat tons more tests and 7 exams to take before grades are final. and how much of a chance do you think i have of ending up with a 2.8 or better. all i can say is FUCKING FAT CHANCE.
o.o;;
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All hail the heartbreaker
i love you and i can't stand it I feel like im going to fall any second. Then i remember you love me too, and it helps me to hold on just a day longer.
god im so in love with brandon