I'd like to say a few words goodbye

[atomicsexkitten]

This is my goodbye journal entry, no longer will I say things before I think about what I am saying, I will no longer act like a child, goodbye to the small Addie, the insignificant Immature Ignorant acting Addie. I will start a new, I am going to start getting my life together and with the help of others I believe that I can do it. Soon I won't need any help, but I am grateful of the people who have made me who I am and now I will create myself the way I should be.

Here is a little something that I wrote about Dan that I think may explain what is going on, if not to you then to me. I hope that there is someone out there who appreciates my poetry because what I write is from the heart and here it is...

Pondering myself or rather my self-worth.
Through the beat of my heart I find him,
through his voice I hold him dear.
The others have never touched me so.
His eyes light up my life, they let me breathe again;
I am whole. He is my passion, however my actions don't express this love,
this infatuation, this soul entwined with mine.
I love him so, words do not express my need.
My head can not comprehend my heart.
My love for this man,and my love for his heart.

--^-<@ There are alot of things going on right now and its sometimes a little hard to leave the stress behind and make sure that you pay attention to others needs, the worse thing that you can do I think is move away from the people who care about you, and don't be afraid to tell someone that you care.

look at me I'm pulling a Dr. Phill or some shit.

I'll see you,
---Addie---