Welcome to my life
Yea, I guess I can no longer speak my mind on my own livejournal. School has slowly taken over my life, my freedom of speach and more of my constitutional rights. I am able to express myself in anyway that I choose, I am not hurting anyone. I don't plan on hurting anyone. This is a JOURNAL. I write what I feel I need to write. If I don't like you today that sucks. Get over it. I hope all of you little shits are satisfied. You have ruined me and labled me. I am the only one who can see the truth, you need to take a step back and realize what you are doing. I am not responsible for others actions. I am me. Yes I did call you and talk to you in a civilized manner Erika. Yes I did call Bri and tell her to stop calling my cell phone. Yes I did call Savanna's house to talk to her mother about what was going on. Did I mean to cause trouble for her, No. I am taking the full responsibilities for my actions. I never threatened to kill anyone or hurt anyone. I am simply a bystander in this shop of chaos. I don't know what to do anymore. I had an emotional breakdown. I don't care anymore. My father doesn't believe me. He thinks I'm a liar and a piece of shit and he's tired of my problems. I'm going to leave. I don't wan't to hurt anyone anymore. I told my mother that I wanted to kill myself. I did want to kill myself. I won't let the fuckers get the satisfaction that I died. I need to look at the whole picture. I'm trying to become an adult. I have said some pretty horrible things to people and I have hurt them. I am sorry. The court is going to read this because they are worried that I am thinking about killing people or hurting them. They should start worrying about other things and stop worrying abiut me. I am not a psyco. I am just me. The teenage years have brought about me many different changes in my life. I am trying to cope with those changes but sometimes you need a little help. I am not going to hide my emotions.