In love with despair

[atomicsexkitten]

Hi, I'm sorry I haven't been around. I'm sorry for everything.I'm sorry for not talking to people, I'm sorry for acting selfish.I'm sorry for being a loser, a fuck up and a burden.I'm sorry for making you cry, I'm sorry for making you feel anything. I'm sorry for being visible. I feel so stupid,I'm sorry for not saving you from him, sorry I didn't hear your little cries. It's no longer "NOT MY FAULT." IT IS MY FAULT. The phone bill, my attitude,my reflection, my pain,my choices,the way I bleed. I'm sorry for my words suggesting that I request your tainted masochistic
pity.People are like tape worms they feed on your insides.I don't deserve anything.I am a lost soul. I'm unwanted...I'm sick of living.

lies claw at my hopes
Rainbows of mislead souls
Once apart of a whole
Need a second life to find the pieces
I've hit rock bottom
Lying here
My own chaos
Sharp Metal cuts through the innocence
Pouring out the crimson truth
Beasts of the night reject it
Here lies the burden of hell

*Ps. please pity me! (fuck you)