Well we meet again Live Journal!
I haven't seen you since 2004! Thats 6 yrs! Man time flies. The biggest event you missed was graduating from FMU in 2007 with a B.S in Mathematics. Other than that my life has been pretty mediocre. Currently working at Coburg Dairy in North Charleston, been there about 3 yrs and i can't wait to get out. The only person that i became good friends with was Tina. She looked out for me while she was there. She also introduced me to her daughter, Amber. Tina had been trying to hook me up with her since 2008, but i was stubborn cause Amber had a kid. Then this year i finally had the chance to hang out with her in February...I was blown away. Shes just so gorgeous and amazing young woman. I truly believe if i would have taken Tina's advice in 2008, Amber and I would have been dating...to be honest i think i would have taken the plunge. For me to talk about marriage, its real talk. You know when you found that person. Unfortunately for me, I have been denied again, read further
But of course with my luck, amber and her family had to move to Virgina because her dad's office was moving there. Before she moved we talked alot and text, but ever since they moved in May i barely hear any thing from her. I feel as though for her last months here before moving, i was just someone to pass the time. She had no friends and stayed at home with her three yr old son, Ethan. Her son is a character and hope if I ever had a son, he would be like him. Then yesterday, she wrote on her Facebook status, that she's been dreaming about a dude from her past that she claims is the one and found his number and started talking to him. Supposedly he lost her number and thats why he lost touch with her. WTF?! First off, if he was her "one", he should have done anything to find her, not the other way around. I know i would turn every rock, stone, mountain, island, hell even whole continents!! Thats how much i care about her. I think her mom is upset with her, about this too, because Amber is focusing on the past instead of moving on. I know i screwed up but at least I'm in the present and keeping in touch. This kid has been talked to her for YEARS!! But once again, I am heart broken, story of my life. So lets see, last time i had a girlfriend was July 2001 (summer before my senior yr in high school), so that is 9 yrs!
With this recent development, i'm debating if i should go visit them for my next vacation. Part of me says no, but my heart says i should because her family is very nice and like me very much. Her dad Chris and Ethan call me Rico Suave LOL! its hilarious! Tina is a great friend and we keep in touch. So if i do its for them. I still have feelings for her but i'm a little apprehensive. They might even have a new neighbor, if i get one of these jobs that are located there. The reason is really cause thats were the money is and great opportunity. There really aren't any great opportunities here in SC. I need to move from this hell. I still live at home and dread it every day. I'm just ready to start a career, my life, get married, raise a family, watch my children grow-up and become great people, grow old with my mate, and pass to the afterlife peacefully. Is it really that much to ask? I'm not asking to be a millionaire, marry a supermodel/actress. Just want a life that i never had as a kid. Well im done with my rant. Thanks Live Journal. great first day back
But of course with my luck, amber and her family had to move to Virgina because her dad's office was moving there. Before she moved we talked alot and text, but ever since they moved in May i barely hear any thing from her. I feel as though for her last months here before moving, i was just someone to pass the time. She had no friends and stayed at home with her three yr old son, Ethan. Her son is a character and hope if I ever had a son, he would be like him. Then yesterday, she wrote on her Facebook status, that she's been dreaming about a dude from her past that she claims is the one and found his number and started talking to him. Supposedly he lost her number and thats why he lost touch with her. WTF?! First off, if he was her "one", he should have done anything to find her, not the other way around. I know i would turn every rock, stone, mountain, island, hell even whole continents!! Thats how much i care about her. I think her mom is upset with her, about this too, because Amber is focusing on the past instead of moving on. I know i screwed up but at least I'm in the present and keeping in touch. This kid has been talked to her for YEARS!! But once again, I am heart broken, story of my life. So lets see, last time i had a girlfriend was July 2001 (summer before my senior yr in high school), so that is 9 yrs!
With this recent development, i'm debating if i should go visit them for my next vacation. Part of me says no, but my heart says i should because her family is very nice and like me very much. Her dad Chris and Ethan call me Rico Suave LOL! its hilarious! Tina is a great friend and we keep in touch. So if i do its for them. I still have feelings for her but i'm a little apprehensive. They might even have a new neighbor, if i get one of these jobs that are located there. The reason is really cause thats were the money is and great opportunity. There really aren't any great opportunities here in SC. I need to move from this hell. I still live at home and dread it every day. I'm just ready to start a career, my life, get married, raise a family, watch my children grow-up and become great people, grow old with my mate, and pass to the afterlife peacefully. Is it really that much to ask? I'm not asking to be a millionaire, marry a supermodel/actress. Just want a life that i never had as a kid. Well im done with my rant. Thanks Live Journal. great first day back