ramblings
one of these days my journal entries will have meaning.
but for now they are a simple declaration of my feelings at the point in time in which i'm writing them.
my emotions are pretty fleeting. i don't really stick to one thing or another. just an annoying sense of melancholy.
how bad is it that i constantly forget to take my medication? i hope my brain isn't deteriorating or that it's going to cause me to have a seizure or some freaky thing like that.
whenever i forget to take my meds and then feel a twinge in my head or in my chest, i have a bit of a panic. i sometimes think that i might die from it.
which i heard that you can from going on and off meds like i do.
i'm stupid sometimes.
i want to write more.
but for now they are a simple declaration of my feelings at the point in time in which i'm writing them.
my emotions are pretty fleeting. i don't really stick to one thing or another. just an annoying sense of melancholy.
how bad is it that i constantly forget to take my medication? i hope my brain isn't deteriorating or that it's going to cause me to have a seizure or some freaky thing like that.
whenever i forget to take my meds and then feel a twinge in my head or in my chest, i have a bit of a panic. i sometimes think that i might die from it.
which i heard that you can from going on and off meds like i do.
i'm stupid sometimes.
i want to write more.