thin is just an idea
Halloween/Birthday/Aniversary/Housewarming Party at Craig's last night was pretty fun. There's still so much beer at his apartment, it's astounding. Craig and I keep looking at it and scratching our heads because we both don't drink. He's bringing it to movie group, so that's pretty cool.
Hung out at the apartment for a while and then drove to Mulligans. There was a girl there dressed as the little mermaid... wearing a purple bra as the top and a tight green skirt with sequins. It was pretty good and hot and I wished I had her body-- it was SOOO thin. But I want to have some muscles... like Milla Jovovich. I wanna be warrior woman who's thin and pretty, but not completely unbreakable. I think I've gone past that phase of not wanting to eat, but now I just gotta force myself to eat better. It's just that a lot of stuff makes my stomach hurt, and I still am getting used to the idea of having little healthy snacks throughout the whole day and no big meals-- cause having large meals is just not good for me. It makes me feel full to fast and then I end up throwing out what I want to eat later.
I'm so tired. I have so much work to do.
Hung out at the apartment for a while and then drove to Mulligans. There was a girl there dressed as the little mermaid... wearing a purple bra as the top and a tight green skirt with sequins. It was pretty good and hot and I wished I had her body-- it was SOOO thin. But I want to have some muscles... like Milla Jovovich. I wanna be warrior woman who's thin and pretty, but not completely unbreakable. I think I've gone past that phase of not wanting to eat, but now I just gotta force myself to eat better. It's just that a lot of stuff makes my stomach hurt, and I still am getting used to the idea of having little healthy snacks throughout the whole day and no big meals-- cause having large meals is just not good for me. It makes me feel full to fast and then I end up throwing out what I want to eat later.
I'm so tired. I have so much work to do.