yay millie is back! :) her new haircut is cool. its straight. im surprisingly alot more glad than i thought i would be that she's back, its probably due in part to the suddenness and surprise of her trip back
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i was in the middle of a game and i felt stink about ditching the game and making them uneven. i didn't even feel like playing but i felt obligated to stick it out.
i also repeatedly asked her if she wanted me to because i'd instantly do it, i was like, yeah if you want me to i'll go, srsly, tell me. like how when i am talking to denise and i am about to play dota i ask her if she minds, because if she minds even a little bit i'd stay and talk to her. then again i know that they probably wouldn't actually tell me... so... sigh...
i could maybe have taken the train to see her after the game but i didn't have any means of contacting her that i could think of at that moment cos the mic on my phone is broken. now that i think about it she could've called my dad and he could've txted me.
and, she wouldn't have been able to come out and it'd've just be looking at her through a glass and talking like in prison. i was already talking to her on the phone.. so it didn't seem like that much of an improvement unless we got to do something.
bleah, you are right though, i am becoming a suck of a friend.
i also repeatedly asked her if she wanted me to because i'd instantly do it, i was like, yeah if you want me to i'll go, srsly, tell me. like how when i am talking to denise and i am about to play dota i ask her if she minds, because if she minds even a little bit i'd stay and talk to her. then again i know that they probably wouldn't actually tell me... so... sigh...
i could maybe have taken the train to see her after the game but i didn't have any means of contacting her that i could think of at that moment cos the mic on my phone is broken. now that i think about it she could've called my dad and he could've txted me.
and, she wouldn't have been able to come out and it'd've just be looking at her through a glass and talking like in prison. i was already talking to her on the phone.. so it didn't seem like that much of an improvement unless we got to do something.
bleah, you are right though, i am becoming a suck of a friend.
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