chillin' like a villain
Lazy days, somewhat unfortunate laziness.
Hmmm... today? Yesterday? Mostly gym going, hanging with Rob.
I played my first 3k Warhammer game. I got kinda squished. Oh well. I have to figure out how to not get so pissed off during WH, it just makes things uncomfortable... but whatever, I am bad at competition and I missed my magic phase and made some painfully sad decisions. *sigh* better luck next time.
I visited Purpose today, and I was really happy to see everyone, I really care for all those teachers there. I love that school and I somewhat miss long days of chatting with them all, but now I get to be in Uni and suffer through Calculus and all those fun hoops.
I am feeling the pain of not having my camera more and more. It feels like this empty hole in my heart, steadily growing. It's really depressing, and I am stupidly poor. I have to pay my rent ($270) as soon as I get my paycheck. The I have to pay $200 for my summer gym membership, and that won't be until the end of May. THEN I still have to save at least $1000 for school, get a tattoo, purchase a new camera (because I will die without one), and in the mean time dribble my money away on pointless shit like bubble tea booze and gas for others to drive me to fun places like Squamish valley for camping and also kayaking in Indian Arm. *SIGH*
I hate being poor, especially since I haven't felt poor since last fall semester. I am recently poor and have no place to get money from :(
On a brighter note, I've started finding new musics. Today Rob was playing Lamb in his car and I quite enjoy a lot of their songs, mostly the more violentish electronic songs. It's what cars are made for... playing awesome music loud and intensly. Lamb are pretty cool, and I am getting more and more into that kind of music, such as Massive Attack and stuff. Music is so endless and varied, I don't think Iw ill ever get through it all.
Nice song:
Gorecki
by: Lamb
If I should die this very moment
I wouldn't fear
For I've never known completeness
Like being here
Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you
Still in my heart this moment
Or it might burst
Could we stay right here
Until the end of time until the earth stops turning
Wanna love you until the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for
All this time I've loved you
And never known your face
All this time I've missed you
And searched this human race
Here is true peace
Here my heart knows calm
Safe in your soul
Bathed in your sighs
Wanna stay right here
Until the end of time
'Til the earth stops turning
Gonna love you until the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for
The one I've waited for
All I've known
All I've done
All I've felt was leading to this
All I've known
All I've done
All I've felt was leading to this
Wanna stay right here
'Til the end of time 'till the earth stops turning
I'm gonna love you till the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for
The one I've waited for
The one I've waited for
Wanna stay right here
'Til the end of time 'till the earth stops turning
I'm gonna love you till the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for
The one I've waited for
The one I've waited for
Hopefully tonight will be fun. Possible movie with Claire, probably strippers later (though I feel very quiet lately)... I am sure it'll be fun.
Hmmm... today? Yesterday? Mostly gym going, hanging with Rob.
I played my first 3k Warhammer game. I got kinda squished. Oh well. I have to figure out how to not get so pissed off during WH, it just makes things uncomfortable... but whatever, I am bad at competition and I missed my magic phase and made some painfully sad decisions. *sigh* better luck next time.
I visited Purpose today, and I was really happy to see everyone, I really care for all those teachers there. I love that school and I somewhat miss long days of chatting with them all, but now I get to be in Uni and suffer through Calculus and all those fun hoops.
I am feeling the pain of not having my camera more and more. It feels like this empty hole in my heart, steadily growing. It's really depressing, and I am stupidly poor. I have to pay my rent ($270) as soon as I get my paycheck. The I have to pay $200 for my summer gym membership, and that won't be until the end of May. THEN I still have to save at least $1000 for school, get a tattoo, purchase a new camera (because I will die without one), and in the mean time dribble my money away on pointless shit like bubble tea booze and gas for others to drive me to fun places like Squamish valley for camping and also kayaking in Indian Arm. *SIGH*
I hate being poor, especially since I haven't felt poor since last fall semester. I am recently poor and have no place to get money from :(
On a brighter note, I've started finding new musics. Today Rob was playing Lamb in his car and I quite enjoy a lot of their songs, mostly the more violentish electronic songs. It's what cars are made for... playing awesome music loud and intensly. Lamb are pretty cool, and I am getting more and more into that kind of music, such as Massive Attack and stuff. Music is so endless and varied, I don't think Iw ill ever get through it all.
Nice song:
Gorecki
by: Lamb
If I should die this very moment
I wouldn't fear
For I've never known completeness
Like being here
Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you
Still in my heart this moment
Or it might burst
Could we stay right here
Until the end of time until the earth stops turning
Wanna love you until the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for
All this time I've loved you
And never known your face
All this time I've missed you
And searched this human race
Here is true peace
Here my heart knows calm
Safe in your soul
Bathed in your sighs
Wanna stay right here
Until the end of time
'Til the earth stops turning
Gonna love you until the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for
The one I've waited for
All I've known
All I've done
All I've felt was leading to this
All I've known
All I've done
All I've felt was leading to this
Wanna stay right here
'Til the end of time 'till the earth stops turning
I'm gonna love you till the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for
The one I've waited for
The one I've waited for
Wanna stay right here
'Til the end of time 'till the earth stops turning
I'm gonna love you till the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for
The one I've waited for
The one I've waited for
Hopefully tonight will be fun. Possible movie with Claire, probably strippers later (though I feel very quiet lately)... I am sure it'll be fun.