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I'm pretty relieved to find out that I will be spending at least 2 months with Josh. We just kind of decided right now, when he sweetly asked me if I could stay with him for two months. I got teary eyed and said of course. I was thinking that I was probably just going to spend maybe 3 weeks with him, but he told me not to worry about a job right now, and to just work when I come back. I feel like a big stress has been lifted off my shoulders, and now I don't have to feel rushed to get all these things done that I have planned before I go to Mexico, but I can actually take my time.
The money and everything else doesn't even matter, its just about spending time with each other. At times I wonder if this will actually make us more distant, but it just seems to make us even stronger. I truly love him, and I am happy to have someone who gets me and puts as much effort into the relationship as I do. We both realize what is necessary to stay close, and what is more valuable in life, and we just appreciate each other. He still makes me feel amazing, and does sweet little things for me, even though he is far away. I love him.
The money and everything else doesn't even matter, its just about spending time with each other. At times I wonder if this will actually make us more distant, but it just seems to make us even stronger. I truly love him, and I am happy to have someone who gets me and puts as much effort into the relationship as I do. We both realize what is necessary to stay close, and what is more valuable in life, and we just appreciate each other. He still makes me feel amazing, and does sweet little things for me, even though he is far away. I love him.