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[atomic_hate]

i hate so many people
thats a general thing
nothing even happened
i just hate so many people
and like so few
i wonder if one day ill stab someone
for real
and not just my usual mental one
just so you all know
im capable of murder

i dont like working two jobs
it is horrible
tomorrow i work from 830 - 315 at camp
then work 4 - 10 at fye
and then i murder someone

there was a kid i always see in fye in fye
so i talked to him about music
he looked like a possible coheed fan so i asked
he wasnt but was a the mars volta fan
we then talked about how your feeling about music determines fan level
not length of knowledge of band
talked about a couple vh1 specials
he was in later but with his friends
he had sad earlier one of his friends had something serious to tell him
so i didnt want to interrupt
and i can talk to loners, not groups of peoples.
my manager said he was talking about how he didnt want me to see him in there again
cause he didnt want me to think he was a loser
and i later heard him talking about how he had no desire to get drunk
with large groups of people, not that he even drank often
but wouldnt with large groups it wasnt comfortable
which made me want to talk to him again
sadly, he had long hair and tightish pants
what if hes my future hubby but my limitations
on pants and hair keep me from meeting him
and when i say him
i dont mean this kid
i mean my actual future husband
what if hes shorter than i like or something
and i set myself up for a life of complete loneliness